An Escapist World ;; junying ♥

Life's lies ...

2007-12-08T16:45:00.000+08:00

My new blog here!

Great songs from Utada?!?

2007-12-05T23:36:00.000+08:00

I didn't know Utada Hikaru sings english songs. In fact she sing GREAT gothic english songs! It's from her 2004 album EXODUS. If I am not wrong, she wrote these songs herself. What a great singer and songwriter. =D For now, I'll upload the radio.blog.club player so you can hear them. I might upload them on my music blog if I have time.

Exodus'04

Animato

Kremlin Dusk

Let me give you my love

Devil Inside

You make me want to be a man

Basically I like Kremlin Dusk a lot due to the starting stanza reference to The Ravel by Edgar Allan Poe. And I like Exodus'04 cause it is nice! Enjoy =D

Just to kill time.

2007-12-05T18:38:00.000+08:00

Got this from Jane's blog. And hoping to kill time with his.

1) Put your playlist on random.
2) Type out the first line of the first 15 songs you hit. DON'T CHEAT EVEN IF THE SONG IS EMBARRASSING YOU HAVE TO USE IT.
3) Strike it out once people have guessed
4) Try not to google.

~~Hey baby when we are together, doing things, that we love.~~ Shayne Ward - No Promises [Gernaine]
All my girls stand in a circle and clap your hands this is for you.
I close my eyes and even when I'm sleeping I'm all right.
Trees have dropped their leaves, clouds their waters
She's so weird, it scares me.
Two 'o Clock And I Wish That I Was Sleeping.
When you try your best, but you don't succeed.
Do you ever have that dream where you're walking naked down the street.
All along I was searching for my Lenore, in the words of Mr. Edgar Allan Poe.
I live my life in chains, got my hands in chains and I cant stick with the cards.
I might be your young girl but I know how to have fun.
~~Honestly what will become of me, don't like reality.~~ Nelly Furtado - All Good Things (Come to an End) [Jane]
As I watch you move, across the moonlit room.
Now that it's all said and done.
~~I shouldn't love you but I want to, I just can't turn away.~~ Jesse McCartney - Just so you know [Gernaine]

Well, I cheated cause there were Chinese, Japanese and Korean songs in my play list and I didn't want to be unfair to those who are unable to read chinese / japanese / korean. Plus I have soundtracks and orchestra music, so I skip over all these. Well, if I know you and you can guess, I can give you ... A SWEET! or Chocolate. or Lollipop! Haha. xD

Happy guessing people! =D

Finally out of the house

2007-12-02T00:37:00.001+08:00

ECP with Vanessa and Sockz was erm ...

Quite regretful. To Sockz I mean. Cause I actually decided to rollar blade instead of cycle. In the end I moved slower than a snail. Screaming a lot when I am going to fall down. Haha. Sockz must have regretted convincing me to blade instead of cycle. I took 40 minutes to move the length of the rental store.

We had lunch, before heading to parkway as Vanessa wanted to search for a job, but in vain. Then we went to Face Shop where I bought 3 nail polish, a polish remover, and snail shaper. I bought a yellow, pink and clear top polish. =D

After that we headed to Tampines Mall as there was a walk in interview at a Japanese restaurant. But she still didn't get the job. Then we went to Century Square where I bought a pair of slippers and shoes. =D

Shopping =D

I have posted the pictures of the shirts I bought before I went for SLC and the stuff that I bought. =D

Shirt #1

Shirt #2

Dress (:

Belt

Slipper (:

Red shoes !!! (: HOT !!!

Face Shop (:

The nail polish and nail stuff I have (:

My nails now (:

Left and right hands (:

(:

Now, must start on homework. :(

Last day of fun ... at least for me.

2007-11-30T00:27:00.000+08:00

Today's the unofficial last day for me to have fun. Well, it's unofficial cause I still have one more month of holiday but I've decided to set aside one month for me to work hard for the year ahead.

And finally, I'm leaving the house on the last day I let myself to have fun. I'm meeting Vann and Sockz at 9am to go to ECP. I will be cycling while they will be blading. Well, I suck at blading. I blade slower than I walk, so I might as well walk right? Haha.

I better make use of the time to have fun, before I start attacking my homework and start studying. That's what I hate about holidays. Too much homework, with no mood to do it at all.

My list of homework:

Physic TYS for 13 topics and question
GP 2003 JC2 JCT and Prelim Exam Papers
22 pages of Chem Holiday Assignment
4 Assignments, consisting of 10 pages and 82 questions for Maths, plus YJC and NJC promo papers
Reading The Handmaid's Tale and trying to compare with The Tempest

Test when school reopens:

Physics MCQ test during 1st lecture slot
Chem lecture test in the 1st week.

Things I hope to do this holiday:

Revisit Pride and Prejudice & The Tempest and practice a few essay questions
Do something about my poor literature skills
Restudy the whole of my JC1 maths since I scored a 17 out of 100 for my Promos.
Study for Chem and Physics lecture tests!

DAMN! I think the teachers are all trying to kill us. Look at the amount of work! I think I'll need one week full 12 hours per day in order to finish up all I need to do for EACH subject, which includes homework and my self goals for the hols. So I have to really be ON TASK this December. I really need to buck up. I've been slacking for ONE month already. Somebody need to ensure I really start working hard. My usual studying mac place in Bedok closed down, so now I need to find another studying area. Home is definitely not the place. And I want to try and stay off fast food restaurants, they just make me hungry. Maybe I'll try the library. Or some cafe. I'll think about it another time. Now I'm really fretting about the amount of work I have.

Looks like reality has set in on me ...

NO MORE SLACKING !!!

but of course, small breaks to relax and catch up with friends are welcomed. *wink*

I'm Moving On ...

2007-11-29T01:08:00.000+08:00

2 months since I saw your face.
1 month since I shed a tear for you.
1 month since I feel any heartache.
I'm moving on without you ...

I ♥ 리준기 =D

2007-11-28T22:16:00.000+08:00

Haha, Lee Jun Ki haters, or my haters, sorry, but let me indulge in the cuteness of Lee Jun Ki !!! =D I'm just melting as I see him and his interviews. =D And he looks simply adorable with Lee Da Hae. They just simply MUST belong together.

In this pic, I think he was asked to imitate caryon shinchan.
his cross earrings are always there
acting cool =D
cute!
emo pic. haha.
he looks so pretty in this pic.
now we know why he gets the title of being "prettier than most girls"
yes, looks so pretty, but cute too ! =D

OK, I have enough indulgence. I still think he is really cute. OK, just shut the hell up junying. xD

Enjoy!

HOLIDAYS

2007-11-28T00:16:00.000+08:00

What are holidays to you? To me, they are ...

having too much time to spare ...

sleep time is from 3am - 12pm

you stay home all day ...

with nothing to do, that you walk aimlessly ...

or just lay around doing nothing ...

and at the end of it all, put on weight ...

*Note* : I do not own those pictures. Click on them to go back to where I got them from.

So, what are holidays to you?

Cute looking guys ... MELTS !!!

2007-11-27T16:29:00.000+08:00

OK, just let me indulge in the land of my eye candies. Pictures don't do their hotness / cuteness JUSTICE!!! They look so much cuter when they are acting in the dramas or movies. Hmm... natural looks best. They don't have to be all dolled up and act cool poses. Haha. =D

1st up, the closest region to Singapore, Taiwan.

JIRO WANG (汪東城)

OK, the last 2 pictures made him dress so girly. Don't you think so? But he is still cute. Who cares about Wu Zhun? I still think Jiro is the cutest amoung Fahrenheit! =D

Next, let's move on the Japan (: Seriously, pictures don't do him justice. I can't find good pictures of him. But he does look hot in the shows. =D SERIOUSLY HE IS HOT !!! I still think he is the hotest of all of them.

Oguri Shun

Now let's move on the KOREA. My favourite eye candy is here! But before I reveal my favourite eye candy, I'll have Rain. Ok I never thought he was hot or cute. Actually I don't think he is THAT hot or cute ...

Rain 비

But that was before I saw him in Full House and his cute smile!
I swear he looks cuter when he smiles in Full House.
I just can't find a good smile in photos. =D
Seriously, I only like his smile in Full House.

Now ... MY #1 EYE CANDY !!!

WAIT !!!

why is there a girl in my eye candy? Don't worry, I'm not les. The picture is actually a GUY. It's my #1 eye candy, Lee Joon Ki / Lee Jun Ki in the movie, The King and the Clown. See, even the 1st 2 words in our names are the same. In Korean it is the same ok!

Lee Joon Ki (이준기)

OMG! Those pictures make him look really girly. He has a beautiful face. But seriously the pictures don't do him justice.

HE IS CUTE! Especially in that last picture. =D

Ok let me indulge in this world of eye candy for a few more moments. Sorry to those who are not gays or don't think these men are cute. =D

Korean Dramas ...

2007-11-26T11:35:00.000+08:00

OK, what's up with Korean Drama and their similar elements. Haha. OK since we're on the topic of Korean, I shall divert from the Drama part for a bit.

I have decided that my Korean name shall be ...

이준영

Well, it is closest to my name. Lee Joon Young (Lee Jun Yeong) vs Lee Jun Ying. I means it sounds close. But I'm not sure if it is a girls or guys name. But well, I'm trying to keep it closes to my name and I even manage to keep my surname. =D Any Koreans or people who understand Korean (DELIA!!!) can tell me?

Now you can see what boredom is driving me to. I'm even starting to learn Korean. Just starting this evening so you can't expect me to be pro. And I'm learning from the internet. At least I can read Korean words, at slower than a snail's pace. But I'm trying.

Anyway, back to topic. Wait wait wait ...

FULL HOUSE SEASON 2 is coming next year

But ... "It’s unclear whether Rain and Song Hye-kyo will be recast." =(

OK, too much diverting. I need to go back to my topic of Korean Dramas and their similar elements. So similar plots too. Haha.

Similar elements: (they are in order of times they show)

Poor girl
Rich man
Hate at 1st sight
Falls in love
But rich man has an ex gf / girl he likes / girl who likes him, usually richer and prettier (as told by the drama)
Sometimes, another guy will like the girl

And I also have some examples ... (I'm not giving a synopsis of the k-drama, I'm just giving the elements that prove my theory)

Sweet 18 (낭랑18세)

Yoon Jung-Sook (Han Ji Hye ) - poor 18 year old girl.
Arranged marriage to Kwon Hyuk-Joon (Lee Dong Gun) a police inspector [rich].
They don't exactly like each other, but still got married and slowly fall in love with each other and become a real couple.
Moon Ga-Young (Lee Da Hae), the 1st girlfriend of Hyuk-Joon who also happens to be a lawyer, reappears and wants to claim back her boyfriend.
Jee Chul-Reum (Lee Joon) is a high school friend of Jung-Sook and is in love with her and wants to get her as his girlfriend.

There you go, poor girl, rich guy. Don't like each other, then falls in love. Richer ex girlfriend and another guy who likes girl.

My Lovely Sam-Soon (내 이름은 김삼순)

Kim Sam Soon (Kim Sun Ah) is a baker [poor] and is slightly plump.
Meets Hyun Jin Hun (Hyun Bin) who is a restaurant owner [rich].
Both of them always bicker and dislike each other.
Jin Hun's pretty and thin ex-gf, Yoo Hee-jin (Jung Ryu Won) who left him 2 years ago is back and wants to go back to his side.
Sam Soon and Jin Hun soon find themselves falling in love with each other

Again, poor girl, rich guy. Hate each other. Falls in love. Prettier ex gf.

Winter Sonata (겨울연가)

This is a long story to tell, so I'll just give the roles.
Joon-sang (Bae Yong Jun) as the male protagonist.
Yu-jin (Choi Ji Woo) as the female protagonist.
Chelin (Park Sol Mi) as pretty ex girlfriend.
Sang-hyuk (Park Yong Ha) as guy who likes Yu-jin.
The hating exist and falling in love is also present, but well, it's a long story.

Be Strong Geum Soon (굳세어라 금순아)

Geum-soon (Han Hye Jin) is the poor girl who marries after getting pregnant, but her husband dies after a few of days of her marriage.
Jae-hee (Kang Ji Hwan) is the doctor, also the son of the owner of the hair salon that Geum-soon works in.
Jae-hee can't stand Geum-soon, but Geum-soon is fine with him. But he slowly finds himself falling for her. She doesn't think of going into a relationship because she has a child but they work things out and get together.
Eun-joo (Lee Se Eun) is a childhood friend of Jae-hee who is also in love with him. Both of them tried going out together before. She always tries to get him to fall in love with her too.

Tada, poor girl, rich guy. Dislike, falls in love and the girl who likes the guy.

Full House (풀하우스)

Young Jae (Rain), the rich actor / movie star.
Ji Eun (Song Hye Gyo), the poor girl who got cheated of all her money.
Both of them get into a contract marriage even though they dislike each other. They then soon find themselves really falling in love with each other.
Hye Won (Han Eun Jung), the girl Young Jae used to liked, but after her failed wooing of Min Jyuk, she tries to get Young Jae instead.
Min Hyuk (Kim Sung Soo), a playboy, but falls in love with Ji Eun.

See, all the plots are around there. Rich guy, poor girl, pretty and rich girl who like guy. Another guy who likes the girl.

My Girl (마이걸)

Yu-rin (Lee Da-hae) is the poor girl who lies a lot in times of need.
Gong-chan (Lee Dong-wook) is the rich guy, director of the best hotel in Korea.
Gong-chan employs Yu-rin to become his fake cousin so that he can save the life of his dying grandfather. They both cannot stand each other. One cannot stand the other for her lying, the other for his stuck up attitude. But they soon find themselves falling in love with each other in a very bad situation.
Seo-hyun (Park Si Yeon), the famous tennis player who is also the ex girlfriend of Gong-chan as she left him for 2 years for her tennis career, they get back together, but then breaks up. However she continues to try and get him back.
Jung-woo (Lee Joon Ki), best friend of Gong-chan, a playboy, but falls in love with Yu-rin and do a lot of things to try and get her. Also stay by her side.

Hehe, must I repeat myself?

Goong 궁

Chae-kyung (Yoon Eun Hye) as the poor girl.
Shin (Joo Ji Hoon), the crown prince.
Both of them are arranged to be marriage under a promise by their grandfathers years ago. They dislike each other, but yes soon falls in love with each other.
Hyo-rin (Song Ji Hyo), the pretty ex girlfriend of Shin, who also rejects his marriage proposal for her ballet career, but is still in love with Shin and regrets rejecting his proposal
Yul (Kim Jeong Hoon), the intended crown prince but due to the death of his father, he was kicked out of the palace. He is still a prince. He falls in love with Chae-kyung. One of the reason is that she is suppose to be his wife. He constantly stays by Chae-kyung's side when she is sad.

You get what I mean don't you (:

All the similar plots. See what I mean. That's 7 Korean Dramas in all. Well, that's the only 7 that I've watched. I might update on this after watching other Dramas.

I haven't left my home since I came back for SLC. That's like more than one week. OMG I have no life. But at least I get to save m0ney. And I'm a slacker, I haven't started on study or my homework. I will start studying once November end.

Bye for now (:

BORED STIFF !!!

2007-11-23T22:20:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm bored stiff at home.

I've been watching drama series after another. And it has become unhealthy cause I'm staying up late into the night to watch them. The day before SLC I even stayed up late in order to finish up my drama serial. However, I haven't watch much since there are so many episodes in one series. And I am not watching the latest drama serial which everyone is crazy about such as Romantic Princess, I'm watching old series that date 2002 onwards.

So far, I've watched Full House, Reaching for the Stars <<真命天女>>, Mr Fighting <<格鬥天王>> and I've just finish The Rose <<蔷薇之恋>>. Yes, a bit old and late to watch these series. OK, I'm LAG! Now I still have My Girl, 18 VS 29 and The Vineyard Man waiting for me to watch. I also watched the movie My Girl and I. OMG! I think I'm becoming a drama serial addict.

I LOVE the show THE ROSE !!!

(L-R: Hebe, Joelle, Zhi Wei, Ella, Joe, Selina)

It's a 2002 Taiwanese Drama starring Ella, Huang Zhi Wei, Joe Cheng and Joelle Lu. I have no idea why Hebe and Selina's face are on the cover of the drama series as they acted so little in the show. This show made me cry for at least ONCE every episode. Sometimes it makes me cry for a few time. Plus I am having a The Rose marathon which means having to watch around 10 episodes a day. That means I cried more than 10 times a day. That explains why I keep refilling my cup with water. Haha. It's a lovely show. Though it's quite INCEST and DISTURBING at certain points. Especially at the start, but I suppose you'll get use to it over time.

OK, I seriously need to get out of the house to have some fresh air. Shall sms a few buds later to catch up. I.AM.BORED. Maybe I'll go to the library. I'm not even sure if I'm meeting Fruit Cake tomorrow or not. Vincent says he has $$$ problem. =.=

Till Next Time =D

难道说选择了忘记,而解放了自己.
对, 我选择了忘记.

爱的痛苦。。。

2007-11-23T19:20:00.000+08:00

I feel like typing in Chinese, sorry for those who don't understand.

爱一个人，真的好痛苦。尤其是当你爱上一个不爱你的人。我可能就是看太多电视剧了，看到太多但脸的情形。而自己又了解这种爱而不被爱的感觉，所以当我看这些电视剧时，就能生生体会到电视剧中的人物单恋着的痛苦和想法。看着他们为爱而哭泣，我也无法控制我的眼泪的掉落。当他们感到心如刀割时，我割一样能够感觉到他们那痛苦的心情。

要爱一个人，真的好难。爱情通常比想象中更难。要去爱一个人，表面上好像好容易，但当你真正的去爱一个人，你会感受到爱的痛苦。爱一个人，需要付出，需要牺牲。而且当你爱上了一个人，那个人不一定也会爱上你。但是，爱就是最痛苦了。而但两个人彼此相爱，他们也不一定会有幸福，又是爱情中难免会有很多挫折要面对。

你们有没有看过电视剧中的爱情故事？在电影中，电视剧中，每一个爱情故事会开始很痛苦，可是它们一定会有一个完美的结局。而往往，我们看着那完美的结局，忽略了那默默的爱着，又没有得到爱的回报的一个人。你就会想吧，在你看过的电影，电视剧中，是不是有个人默默的爱着。爱得那么痛苦，却牺牲了爱情，让心爱的人找到幸福。他们好痛苦。爱得那么声，却得不到什么回报。

咳！我是看太多电视剧了啦。我刚刚看了一部，每一集都让我哭的电视剧。好感人，好。。。我还是用英文形容好了。因该使用“disturbing” 和 “incest” 这两个字来形容吧。但是它也是一部好感人的电视剧。

好了吧，我写也太多了，才一点也把心里藏的话也说出来。我还是下次再来blog吧。

再见！

Randon Shyt !!!

2007-11-21T00:41:00.000+08:00

I took this from my brother's blog HERE.

my sister just sent a message to MUTTONS @ MIDNIGHT.

playing on the fact that web radio is LAG. lol.

& muttons made a joke out of it. put us together, n we win already. YING2 LE4. =_=

gosh!

HAHA. Justin and Vernon are just pure jokers! =D

And the Web Radio IS lag!!! It is practically 2 - 4 minutes lag of the actual radio. I can finish one song and go out to see my brother and it starts. Haha. That is HOW lag the web radio is.

Anyway, put my brother and I together and we will WIN !!! So everyone better not mess with us =P

OK, so random.

More random stuffs ...

Should I straighten my hair this year end? Or next year end? Or the mid of next year? Cause I'm thinking of highlighting my hair next year end. I'm afraid my hair will be damage with the straightening and highlighting. Anybody wants to advice me on this? I feel like waiting for my hair to grow longer before straightening it. How?

Ok, VERY RANDOM.

I seriously need to get out of the house or else my brain will be rotting. I have no idea who to ask out so that my brain won't rot. Sockz and HK are busying mapling. Weiting is going overseas, heard this from Sockz. Not sure when she's leaving or coming back. Jt has OCIP in Thailand. Don't know when he is coming back. My CG 15/07 friends? Most of them are overseas. Those who are not, I have no idea where they are. Fruit Cake? Meeting up with them this Sat =D. PAE A06? No idea where they are either.

I have a pathetic life.

=(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Put your music on Shuffle!

2007-11-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

Yes, I'm redoing this cause I came across it when I was transferring posts from my old blog to this blog. I'm just bored and found the answers from last time very interesting, so I decided to just do it again. Haha. (:

1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesnt make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 ppl at their tagboard to ask them to do this!
5. Bold the questions and with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?

Do it well [Jennifer Lopez]

"I ain't ever met a man like that. I ain't ever fell so far, so fast. You can turn me on, throw me off track. Boy you do it, do it. You do it, do it. You're doin' it well"

Haha. I didn't meet any man today. xD Maybe someone else before? LOL.

Will you get far in life?

Lost Without You [Delta Goodrem]

"All I know is I'm lost without you I'm not gonna lie. How am I going to be strong without you I need you by my side. If we ever say we'll never be together and we ended with goodbye don't know what I'd do ...I'm lost without you. I keep trying to find my way but all I know is I'm lost without you. I keep trying to face the day I'm lost without you"

Looks like I won't cause I'm lost without someone. Who is that someone?

Will you get married?

Maybe [Secondhand Serenade]

"Maybe it's just me, Couldn't you believe. that everything I said and did, wasn't just this evening. And the tear in your eye, and your calm hard face. makes me wish that I was never brought into this place."

Perhaps not. Don't be fooled by the title of the song. See the lyrics.

What is your best friend's theme song?

Stay Close, Don't Go [Secondhand Serenade]

"If you leave me tonight. I'll wake up alone. Don't tell me. I will make it on my own. Don't leave me tonight. This heart of stone. Will sink 'til it dies. If you leave me tonight "

=D she doesn't want me to leave her alone!

What is the story of your life?

Still There For Me [Corbin Bleu / Vanessa Ann Hudgens]

"Even when I'm not giving enough. And I'm taking too much. You're still there for me. Even when I got nothing at all. And I'm ready to fall. You're still there for me. Even when I can't be there for you. You're always there for me."

Looks like I'll always have someone there for me no matter what! (:

What was primary school like?

Potential Breakup Song [Aly and AJ]

I see no link from the song and primary school. Haha.

How can you get ahead in life?

Reason [Mars]

"you gave me a reason to love you, you made me belive that it´s true. You gave me a reason to love you, now I wanna tell it to you. Cause I´m down on my knees beggin you please, listen to me one more time. Cause baby you gave me a reason to love you, just tonight."

With someone who gave me a reason to love them? HAHA.

What is the best thing about your friends?

Don't Matter [Akon]

"Nobody wanna see us together. But it don't matter no. 'Cause I got you babe. Nobody wanna see us together. But it don't matter no. 'Cause I got you babe. 'Cause we gonna fight. Oh yes we gonna fight. Believe we gonna fight. We gonna fight. Fight for our right to love yeah. Nobody wanna see us together. But it don't matter no. 'Cause I got you."

Even if nobody like us as friends, we don't matter about what other people think cause we'll fight for our love and friendship! =D

What is in store for this weekend?

Teenagers [MCR]

"They said all teenagers scare the living shit out of me. They could care less as long as someone'll bleed. So darken your clothes. Or strike a violent pose. Maybe they'll leave you alone. But not me."

I'm going to do what Teenagers do !!! =D

What song describes you?

Wait for you [Elliott Yamin]

"So baby I will wait for you. Cause I don''t know what else i can do. Don't tell me I ran out of time. If it takes the rest of my life. Baby I will wait for you. If you think I'm fine it just aint true. I really need you in my life. No matter what i have to do I'll wait for you."

I'm waiting for someone? I thought I told myself that I have already given up waiting. I will wait no more. There is no point in waiting anymore. It will end up with nothing. =(

How is your life going?

Bare Naked [Jennifer Love Hewitt]

"And I feel bare naked. And I just can't take it. I'm getting jaded. No I just can't fake it anymore. 'Cuz I'm bare naked. And I know life's what you make it. Wish I could float away, to some other day."

I just want to be myself again? I want to be true to myself again?

What song will they play at your funeral?

I Need You [LeAnn Rimes]

"I need you like water. Like breath, like rain. I need you like mercy. From Heaven's gate. There's a freedom in your arms. That carries me through. I need you."

=D People need me =D

How does the world see you?

The Way You Look At Me [Christian Bautista]

"Coz there's something in the way you look at me. It's as if my heart knows you're the missing piece. You make me believe that there's notheing in this world I can't be. I'd never know what you see. But there's something in the way you look at me"

This doesn't answer the question. haha. I suppose it's the way the "you" mentioned in the song looks at me. Haha.

Will you have a happy life?

Here Without You [3 Doors Down]

"I'm here without you baby. But you're still on my lonely mind. I think about you baby. And I dream about you all the time. I'm here without you baby. But you're still with me in my dreams. And tonight it's only you and me."

Hmm... I'm not happy cause I'm here without you. Haha. Crap.

What do your friends really think of you?

Feelings Show [Colbie Caillat]

"Love is crazy. Pretty baby. Take it real slow. My feelings show. All you have to do. Is never ever let it go. My feelings show. And I want you to know."

My feelings for them show =D

Do people secretly lust after you?

I Got It From My Mama [Will.I.Am]

"Baby, where'd you get yo body from? Tell me where'd you get yo body from. Baby, where'd you get yo body from? Tell me where'd you get yo body from. I got it from my mama. I got it from my mama. I got it from my mama. I got it, got it, g-got it"

HAHA!!! Joke!!!

How can I make myself happy?

Cheek To Cheek [Sahara Hotnights]

"Face to face, cheek to cheek. You hear the pounding beat. Don´t care what´s on my baby´s mind. Face to face, cheek to cheek. Let´s leave it just like this. Right after all is said and done."

HaHa. Let you guys interpret. ;)

What should you do with your life?

All Good Things (Come to an End) [Nelly Furtado]

"Flames to dust. Lovers to friends. Why do all good things come to an end. Flames to dust. Lovers to friends. Why do all good things come to an end, come to an end come to an end? Why do all good things come to end, come to an end come to an end? Why do all good things come to an end?"

Why should I do anything if they all will come to an end? Haha.

Will you ever have children?

Beat of my Heart [Hillary Duff]

"The beat of my heart, The beat of my heart, The beat of my heart, It tears us apart. The beat of my heart, The beat of my heart, The beat of my heart, Now I'm back to the start. To the beat of my, To the beat of my, To the beat of my heart."

Eh, I see no link. So is it yes or no? Or it is up to the beat of my heart? Haha.

OK, I know this is random crap. So I won't make people do it. Since my answers all come out stupid. Whoever wants to do it can do it. But tag me so I can go check out your funky answers!!! =D

Why the fantasy movies?

2007-11-20T11:20:00.000+08:00

Yes, what's up with so many fantasy, or sort of related to fantasy kind of movie? I know of 4 such movies coming out this holiday. Of which, 2 are already showing in cinemas and out of all of them, they all look kind of cool. Haha. But no, I haven't watched them yet, though I am contemplating of going to catch them soon.

STARDUST

I've heard many people comment about how nice the movie is. Well, the title made me think it is a really corny movie. I mean, typical fantasy. Well, I suppose, nowadays fantasy is up to a higher level. No more fairytale endings and such. It has more action nowadays.

BEOWULF

Well, Beowulf is not exactly rated under the fantasy category, but well, it is something along the lines of the other world, imaginary world. With dragons and stuff. Well, heard that the plot of the story is lame. But well, I'm not here to tell you to or not to watch the movie.

ENCHANTED

OK, yes the damn title sounds corny. And yes, the movie is a corny one. I mean fairytale world fallen into our real world in New York? Cartoon to real life? How much cornier can it be? But, well, I'm only talking about fantasy movies and complaining why so many of such is coming out. Anyway, if you want a laugh of a good time, you should catch Enchanted despite how corny the title sounds. It looks like a great and funny movie to relax and enjoy your holidays.

THE GOLDEN COMPASS

Yes, this is the movie I WANT TO WATCH! But it's only out next month. So I shall keep myself occupied with the other fantasy related movies. Anyway, I won't be exclaiming much about this movie. Go to the website or watch the trailer to find out why. Anyway, check this out. Haha. To know what a Dæmon is, it can also be found on the website. But you can also search the web.

Anyway, enjoy your holidays! People! Call me out. I'm like rotting at home. I miss SLC !!!

SLC = Slack Like Crazy (as if)

2007-11-18T22:40:00.000+08:00

Hi guys! I'm back!

So, SLC does not = Slack Like Crazy. In fact it is not exactly the opposite, but somewhere in between. Well, it was fun. It had its tiring times, and it has it's slacking with nothing to do at all times.

So, let me start of with a list of words to sum up my Student Leadership Camp.

Fun
Crazy
Tired
Waterfall
Abseiling
Hot sun
Sun Burn
Mozzie
Insects
Water
River
Rafting
Cave
Caving
1000 steps
Open air toilets
Hot springs
Long coach rides
Sleep
Sand
Lorry rides
Mountains
Trees
Washing dishes
Fun
Fun!!!
FUN!!!

Haha. Note that fun repeats 4 times. (:

TUESDAY:

Went to school early in the morning for Temasek Congress. Had talks talks and more talks. I slept late the previous night and many other nights before plus waking up early in the morning. And then I am greeted by so many talks. They made me want to sleep, even though the speakers were engaging. It wasn't their fault, it was mine. It was damn boring. Even the games weren't that fun. So let's get over the boring stuff. Haha.

Anyway, I ended up in Coolbeans group C3. And guess what? Yu Lan and Cui Shan were in the same group as me. That was damn cool. Three BGPS 6/2'02 people were in the same group. Varun was also in Coolbeans. So that means four 6/2 people in group C. Haha. And if I am not wrong, we were also the only 4 BGPS people at SLC.

At night we finally set off to Malaysia. The coach ride was long boring and it was a BAD place to sleep. I hardly got any sleep. I kept shifting positions.

Everyone waiting for the coach to arrive.
Trust me, it was dark and late at night.
The lightning and photo editing made it look bright.

WEDNESDAY:

So we finally arrived at Ipoh. Check out the mountain, rivers and the wilderness. GET CLOSE TO NATURE. xD

Mountains

More mountain

River?

River and mountain

Mountain

OK, I didn't take anymore photos since all the activities involved water and I didn't waterproof my camera. Anyway, 1st up, CAVING !!!

Caving was well, interesting. I mean it was the 1st time I went into a cave. So well, interesting. The guide was really funny. The cave was DARK!!!! In there, when all the lights were turned off, it was pitch dark. Exactly the same when there was a blackout at TPJC's Black Box. I'm sure all the Theatre Studies people would remember how cool the blackout was. Total Pitch Darkness! So, lesson learnt? You'll die without a torch light in there. Plus I suppose there isn't any reception. So imagine you are alone in the cave and suddenly your torch dies on you. Say goodbye to the world =D! Anyway, at certain points of the cave, we have to crawl down on our knees, and some times we even needed to practically swim cause it was so low. Haha.

After that, we went back to camp. We took a lorry, and it was cool. Everyone enjoyed the lorry ride the most. There were like trees and the branches so all of us had to duck down dodging the branches or else they will smack into your faces.

To everyone's surprise! The toilet at our campsite was OPEN AIR !!! It was like 3 people have to bathe together and it was open air so when you bathe, you can see people walking around you. Plus, the girls and guys' toilets were very close to each other. However we survived. Sorry I forgot to take a photo for you guys. xD But you guys can imagine!

Night walk was boring an pretty much a waste of time. Night walk = Mozzie feeding time can only attack him. But in the end . It was damn funny. Cause all of use applied mosquito repellent and Vincent who was standing in the center, did not. So he was complaining that the mosquito could not bite anyone, so all the mozzies Teng Han saves the day when he took out his repellent. Haha. I think Teng Han brought his repellent every where he went. xD

THURSDAY:

Had waterfall abseiling 1st. It was pretty much boring. I felt down twice and got my fingers chopped off. OK i was just kidding. My right fingers got hurt, but not that badly that they got chopped off. The water kept splashing into my face and then my contacts went out of place.

4th and 5th fingers. (this is the 3 day after the cut)

OK, ignore the black nails. xD

Then it was the most fun activity of SLC. Water Rafting!!! =D we had 7 people altogether on board. That includes the captain. All the wind in the air and waters in your faces. All the people falling off the raft except me. YES! Vincent emphasize in his blog that I DID NOT FALL OFF! Everyone planned to capsize and before I went over to the side, everyone else fell off except the captain and I. They whole gang pangseh me! It was damn funny cause everyone who fell off got saved by another boat. Now I regret not falling off too. Though Jun Min said falling off isn't that nice, she ended up drinking a lot of water.

At night we had campfire! It was pretty fun, but I almost lost my voice from all the screaming and shouting. They had stupid games but they were really funny, except for those who had to play the game. Then we had an impromptu game suggested by a camp in charge. He made the 4 groups send out the hunkiest guy telling them it was a competition to see who is the hunkiest male. But after they left to take off their tops, he told everyone that it was a competition to see who had the longest armpit hair. HAHA. The guys must be damn embarrass after the game. Vincent did coolbeans proud! Haha. So now you know ...

There were also dares at the campfire and one 3 people repeat the MOCCA advertisement that Gernaine thinks it is really funny. It was really crappy cause they changed the advertisement to introducing the campsite.

FRIDAY:

Finally it was the end of the camp! No more bathing in open air bathrooms, no more sleeping in tents, no more getting bitten by mozzie, no more washing plates, no more FUN !!!

Anyway, speaking about washing plates. It seems like I wash a lot of plates every meal. For the 1st meal, Yong Xiong and I end up washing the plates and cups cause the queue was long so we decided to take over and help everyone else. Then I found out that he was trying to escape pitching the tents. After that, every meals we play Indian Poker to determine who would wash the plates. Even though I didn't lose, I always end up helping people wash up cause I feel bad letting people wash my plate for me. Teng Han was really unlucky. He ended up washing plates every time we played Indian Poker.

Anyway, after clearing up the campsite, we headed to the hot springs. It was comfortable and we had proper toilets! Though I felt that the hot spring weren't really worth it. I soaked in there for barely half an hour. I mean, perhaps shopping was more worth it. I brought 200 odd RM there and I brought back 200 odd RM home. I barely spent any money. I think it didn't even reach 50RM.

SLC was a fun experience. There people there were fun and a great bunch. Sadly we didn't make a contact list. I suggested it to Evelyn, but I think it slipped her mind. I should have reminded her. I think SLC would be an unforgettable experience for me where new bonds and memories were formed.

And to end this post ...

ME !!! in my tent. Yes I'm sun burnt!

junying ♥

不在乎天长地久,只在乎曾经拥有

2007-11-12T18:14:00.000+08:00

Is it really true? What do you guys think? OK it's just random stuff cause I've been watching too many dramas lately. Anyway, I'm going for SLC tomorrow and I have not packed.　Ｈow nice!!! Anyway, won't be blogging while I'm in SLC, like obviously! =D

BYE !!!

Transferring Posts is HARD work!

2007-11-10T00:02:00.000+08:00

If you see mysterious post that don't seem like in place, do not be alarmed for I am transferring my old posts from my old blog to my new. Sometimes I would forgot to change the date, hence causing it to appear as the 1st post.

I still have around 390 more post to go, though I'm only uploading those post that are more memorable to me. Those boring meaningless post will stay in the old blog and be deleted forever.
AND, I need to shop! I have to grab some stuff from SLC like a water proof torchlight, a pouch, some shorts perhaps. I might grab them on Sunday or Monday as I'll only be going out them. Yes, I know it's kind of late to grab them even NOW, but I only know of the packing list on the student portal like less than an hour ago.

Hmmm... long pants are on my list too, where am I going to get them? I think I threw out my track pants cause who ever wear track pants to sleep in Singapore especially at home? I shall get them too.

Shall continue my transferring of post.

SHA-LEY

2007-11-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

Interesting how chalet is pronounced as SHA-LEY and not CHAR-LET. (:

*WARNING!!!: Long post ahead

Yes, I'm back with the pictures of the shaley. OK, I shall keep using that word here for the dearest CHUNHAN who pronounces lingerie as LING-GER-RIE and not LAHN-ZHUH-REY (disclaimer: I got this from dictionary.com). So I guess all of you have to put up with SHALEY for the rest of the post. (:

The shaley was fine, not wonderful, not bad, just pretty much OKAY. I must tell you, the place was HUGE and comfortable. Our 1st reaction was WOW! The outside looked amazing and it didn't even look like a chalet as it blended in with the rest of the private housing. If you didn't notice the sign that indicates that it is a chalet, it looked totally like those nice expensive private house! And the inside look good too! With a proper kitchen and 3 bathrooms and 3 bedrooms. There was a dining hall and a big hall plus a few balconies which I dare not take a look at cause it was pretty freaky. There was light behind one door, and Cera told me it was a balcony. But HEY, if it's a balcony, doesn't it mean it is outdoors? Why would there be light shining from the bottom of the door in the middle of the night? FREAKY!

Oh yarr, before that ... Let's REWIND!!!!

Han, We met at Pasir Ris MRT station, which was after Cera and I met for lunch at White Sand. Chun Han, Yuhui and Cera left with a whole load of stuff and headed for the shaley while Fukang, Ellyn, Ben, Gernaine and I went to Cold Storage to get stuff for the BBQ. Buying things were impromptu cause the dearest Yuhui had no idea that having a shaley and BBQ required planning. In the end, it was Ellyn, Fukang and I running around Cold Storage to buy the necessary food stuff, while Ben and Gernaine looked after the trolley and grab some simple stuff like chips and the drinks. Lin Di joined us there and looked after the trolley while Ben and Gernaine ...... (fill in the blanks yourself. haha)

Back at the shaley, Chunhan Yuhui and Cera were being MAIDS as they sweep and mop up the place, and even washing up the plates and cutleries. Of course we helped and also prepared the food for the BBQ. But, we were lacking an important thing! The CHARCOAL !!! We had to wait for QiTe and Edwin to buy it for us. So we had some fun while waiting for them to arrive. They told us they will be here at around 6.

Ellyn, ChunHan and NanXiao playing Twister.
They refuse to pose for the camera.

Fukang Cera LinDi and RuXin playing mahjong.
They also refuse to pose for the camera.

OK, suddenly RuXin pops out of nowhere. Obviously he arrives after being lost for hours at Pasir Ris park due to the ULU-ness of the place and the poor directions that Yuhui has left him. But that sort of saves our lives.

Cause it was near 7 and QiTe and Edwin were still at KALLANG!!! So Ellyn, RuXin and I headed out to buy the charcoal. Thankfully, RuXin found a place where charcoal was sold as he was lost in Pasir Ris Park.

By the time we head back, I think WenJie and SockChing have arrived. The rest continued to play their games while Ellyn and I started the fire with 4 useless men having no idea how to start a fire. Well, at least they made themselves useful.

WenJie playing Janga

LinDi with the horrible hash brown.
Continue reading to find out who the cook is.

Cera, what's up with that funny face?

The inside of the house.

Ellyn and I starting the fire, while Fukang and RuXin help out.
LinDi helped out too, but he wasn't here for the photo taking.

KayPo Cera joined to see what's going on.

The SLACKERS who waited for food to be served.

Only know how to play huh? =P

Gernaine's in the kitchen eating CHIPS!

That's our CHEF!
Remember how the hash brown turned out? Haha.

SCANDALOUS PICTURE!!!

It is really funny that out of the 4 guys who are at the shaley, NON of them knew how to start a fire. And it was up to us GIRLS to start the fire. GIRL POWER! (:

After the fire was set up and before we were going to cook the food, Ellyn started the COAL WAR. (No pun indeed) She started using her coal dirtied hands to dirty our faces. And then the WAR begun. The people who helped out with the fire starting which includes Ellyn, Fukang, LinDi and I started attacking each other and those slackers inside who are slacking their arses around playing a game or two. After a while, the war ended and FuKang realises something.

This is not the exact word for word recount, but the idea is there.

FuKang: I realise something.
Me: What?
FuKang: Ellyn made everyone, but she never kenna.

My hand immediately went to Ellyn's face.
Ellyn manages to dodge my attack.
But at the other side LinDi's hand made a direct hit.

LinDi: You were saying?

Anyway, Ben and Gernaine decided to go blading, and I suppose they took my camera with them. Or at least while the couple were wearing their gears.

Ben.

Gernaine wearing her bro's blades.

Spastic !!!

Edwin and Qi Te

Yes! The couple finally arrived at 8 !!! WOW! They are so early! OK, if you don't sense the sarcasm, you really are bad. They were 2 hours late and thank god we did not rely on them for the charcoal. If we did, I suppose we will only have food at 10 or 11.

So some food were done and we brought them in for the rest to makan! Of course it was still the same few of us outside cooking for the slackers inside.

NanXiao enjoying her food. I THINK.

Look at the food on the table!
All cooked by Ellyn, Cera, Fukang, Sockching, Wenjie and I.

Oh yar, I didn't know when Ice popped by. But she popped by as soon as she popped off. I didn't even manage to have a proper conversation with her.

The back view of me adding more charcoal.

Still adding the charcoal.

So MUCH FOOD!!! And what a messy BBQ pit. xD

The fire looks nice!

This is the outdoors at night.

Lovely fire with Ellyn's marshmallows.

That's the dearest Ellyn.

And ME with the Fire behind me.
Ellyn and I are very proud of the nice fire we started!

WenJie Ellyn and I.

The previous picture was blur.
Now featuring QiTe's hand.

Gernaine, ChunHan and I. I look so fair!!!

Whose sexy leg is that? HAHA.

Ben on the phone convincing his mum to let him stay over.

Ben, Chunhan, Gerniane and I.

Blur! SO take another (:

NanXiao and I. I look tired. Haha.

That's Gernaine's hand. Look at her 4th finger.
Ask Ben about what happen. HAHA. (inside story)

And yes, Mr Ng arrived and I didn't know when he did. I was shocked to see him. Perhaps I was too engrossed in the cooking to see him. Haha.

Mr Ng, are the Mahjong tiles so fascinating?

Still fascinated over the mahjong tiles.

He loves them so much he has to pose with them.

NanXiao and Gernaine.

WenJie.

Now there will be a shortage of pictures. Cause my camera went out of batteries.

So at night, AiXue came. Ellyn, LinDi, SockChing, Ice and Mr Ng left. At around 12, Yuhui, ChunHan, Ben, Gernaine and WenJie slept. =.= SO FREAKING EARLY!!! Who actually sleeps at a shaley man? OK, it's not for me to comment on things like that.

So Cera, QiTe, AiXue, RuXin, NanXiao and Edwin were left up playing cards while QiTe tells his cold jokes and Cera half telling her cold jokes cause she forgets how they go about. It was then we got chased out for being too noisy cause people needed to sleep. So we headed to the park to play! I seriously think the bunch of them have deprived childhood. They are so happy when playing at the park. HAHA! After that we headed to Elias Mall's 7eleven to have SUPPER!

We were like stranded beggars eating outside 7eleven with no place to sit. Haha! After that, we bought some alcohol back to enjoy. RuXin paid for them but they still checked his IC. And Cera, if you are reading this, YES it have to be YOU! But, it's a good thing to look young OK? =D

We went back but headed upstairs and continued to play more card games while we consume our liquor. But we end up losing some of our mates to the sleep monster. It was then left with NanXiao, QiTe, Edwin and I who headed out to Pasir Ris Park to view the sunrise, though there wasn't exactly much to see. I enjoyed the wind in my hair and the waters in my feet while the 3 of them sat down and chatted.

We then head back, and sent NanXiao home cause her house is so near before heading back to the shaley. Edwin and QiTe then plopped down and fell asleep. I had nothing to do so I took pictures of the people sleeping.

All the people sleeping plus some upstairs.

The rest of the pictures are taken by my handphone camera which explains the bad quality. Cause my camera really die of no battery. And it gives a good effect cause now nobody can see who the people are in the unglam pictures. Up to you guys to guy, but I'm not telling anyone anything.

Wonder who ? =P

This looks like a MUMMY!

This person snores really loudly.

Then it was raining and I was the only one awake. When the rest awake, I still had nothing to do so I went out to stare and the raining scene. And I took a picture of the "garden".

So much greeneries. Nice right? Haha. Then I still had nothing to do. So the smart me went to have a ride on the bike IN THE RAIN. Which cause me to fall sick and still have not recovered completely. Stupid Me. I went home after that cause I have nothing to do and didn't feel really well. I was having headaches for the past night and I suspect myself of having a slight fever cause my body was feeling warm but I was feeling really cold. Weird huh.

Anyway, to end of my post, I'll give you...

ME !!! (:

SICK!

2007-11-08T13:29:00.000+08:00

I'm SICK!

Was sicker yesterday. Today I'm feeling so much better. It was bad yesterday. I felt so weak and tired with my whole body aching and I felt hot and cold. I have non stop terrible head aches that come and go. I couldn't sleep cause I felt so cold, but when I'm under my blanket I felt so hot. I went to my parent's room to sleep instead. It was better, but I still felt really uncomfortable. It was terrible. I never felt so bad of all the sickness I've gotten. I almost died I tell you. Even walking was a huge effort for me. I couldn't eat anything. Even drink milo almost killed me. I only drank like 2 mouthful with much efforts.

Thank god I'm feeling so much better today! (: Though I have not fully recovered. My dad still made go back to sleep even though I slept so much already. And my headaches still come and go. But at least I don't feel weak and hot and cold anymore. I hate being sick!

I'm currently editing the chalet photos. I have only around 46 pictures. Not a lot due to my dying camera battery. Shall post them once they are done.

I Need to Complain!

2007-11-06T23:08:00.000+08:00

Do you just have those kind of days ...

Where you just wish that nobody reads your blog because you just want to rant and complain cause you are just so frustrated and more and more frustrated about certain things and people? And all you want to do is bitch about them for a whole post, but you can't cause you know that you will end up hurting someone and they will get so upset and hurt and that it might spoil your friendship?

This is one of those days. I'll still complain, but I'll keep it vague and simple. No details, nothing. It will be up to you to interpret what I said. It may refer to you, it may not. Cause a lot of things may happen in a day. This may also not refer to things that happen today or yesterday.

Some people don't change. No matter what you do, or what you say, they won't change. A leopard never changes its spots.

It sucks to feel unappreciated in life. And you just feel dejected cause for all the hard work you put in, you don't even receive a word of thanks. Sometimes even more complains that you dodn't do well. I see no point in doing things for people you know anything. Cause they take you for granted, while a simple smile to a stranger will receive a smile back. At least strangers appreciate what you do for them.

I understand why with some people you can never be bff while with certain special people you can. Cause some people are fun to be with but they don't appreciate what you do and just have fun with you. While the special people understand, open up their hearts and accept you for who you are. BFF exist because of these people.

Love blinds a person. You don't see their flaws. When the love is gone, you can see again, and realise the person you once loved was not as beautiful as you think the per5son was before.

I need to sleep.
I'm coming down with a sore throat and my fever might be coming back.

CHA-LET!

2007-11-05T10:43:00.000+08:00

I'll be away for 3 days cause I'm down at Pasir Ris partying my life away. (:
Though I might be back tomorrow for a short while to catch a nap and take a bath since I'm going back to school and my home is so near school. (:
Don't Miss Me!
Well, you can give me a ring or drop an sms if you do. xD

Sorting out my thoughts

2007-11-04T22:33:00.000+08:00

I went to East Coast Park this morning. I had to send my emo-kid brother there cause he's learning how to roller blade. The school counsellor told my mum that he wanted to learn roller blading and wants to go swimming. So my mum sign him up for the learn how to roller blade class and the lifeguard course. Apparently I brought my brother to ECP under certain conditions. Of course I won't be exposing it here on my blog.

So it was 9.30am when we reached. My brother's class started at 10, but it doesn't bother me. However I didn't know what to do, so I walked around ECP alone and found a place to sit and stone into the sea while tuning in to some music. I stoned for a total of 1 hour. I wanted to stone some more, but the sun was blazing and it was burning my skin, so I left.

Yes, that's me stoning into the sea while I blast music. Yes, I'm squinting my eyes due to the blazing sun. And my hair is messy cause of the wind. That 1 hour was relaxing and enjoyable. It gave me time to just do nothing and sort out my thoughts though I wasn't really thinking much of anything during that time. I just practically enjoyed by music and stoned. I really should do that another day.

After that I walked to find my emo-brother and walked him to parkway for him to have his lunch cause he has to return for another lesson at 2pm. We went separate ways cause I had to wait for the GAY birthday boy Hoa Kiat to come join me for lunch. I was supposed to treat him for his birthday tomorrow but I ended up having another alternative for that and we went for lunch at macs instead. Apparently it was 11 plus and he was to arrive at 1.30pm and Sockz dearest will only arrive at 2 plus. So I had lots of time to spare.

So, what happens when you give a girl time, a mall and a card? Yes, shopping!!! I spent $170 odd on a belt, a pants, 2 tops and a dress. All from the same shop! The sales lady kept tossing clothes after clothes at me to try. I tried a total of 2 pants, 2 belts, a dress and 6 tops. I had a hard time choosing what I wanted to purchase cause I LOVED everything. Maybe I'll visit that shop again soon. Anyway, it's the shop beside the bubble tea shop opposite parkway. The one beside the budget shop. The sales lady is really nice, and so are the clothes. Well, it's not exactly sockz dearest's style. Maybe it's your.

I might try them on and post them on the blog soon. =D
Though I think a lot of you will think that they are weird cause they ain't simple or normal attires. They are kindda unique, and apparently the sale lady knew I preferred unique clothes and she just threw all the lovely clothes at me. I kind of regret not buying one of the tops. Maybe I'll go back to grab it.

Guess who I saw at macs? I saw Yu Bing and her boyfriend. For those in 15/07, no, it's not ICE. Well, she's my ex's sister. A different Yu Bing. Haha. She looks cute! Ice is also cute. Haha, I guess all Yu Bings are cute. Haven't seen her like for ages. And I haven't seen her boyfriend in real life before. Haha.

Lately I've been seeing lots of people. =D

But I haven't seen you.
Though I don't want too.
I need to move on.
So don't make me change my mind.

I Miss You ♥

2007-11-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

I feel like smsing "I Miss You ♥".
Should I or should I not?
But I just decided to let go of you.

Emo-ness

2007-11-03T22:36:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling empty. And I'm also hearing the song empty and that line was just sang out. I'm feeling empty and emo. I think I'll head over to my other blog. But don't worry, I'll be fine. Just need to chill and sort things out.

On a happier note, 15/07 chalet is up. Can't wait.

Bastards bullying Singapore senior citizen

2007-11-03T16:53:00.000+08:00

You've got to watch this if you have not.

About this incident: The 3 British assholes in the video probably weigh 200 kgs combined and they want a 67-year old man to ferry them on his human-powered trishaw. Throughout the ride, they were mocking him openly. When they decided they have made enough fun of the poor man, they pretended to have no money to pay for the SGD$10 ride and made the man follow them around like a beggar. The video clip ends abruptly but in an interview with "The Newpaper", the senior gentleman revealed that they left in the cab without paying.

Those guys are really assholes!!! They are downright despicable. Fancy bullying an old man. At 1st, they had an account on YouTube under the name of Bo Davis. And they named the video as "The slowest taxi in South East Asia" and commented "This guy was hilarious."

They are freaking bastards man. I means, it is a trishaw and it is meant to be slow. Like even in the past, we made use of them and they are like pretty slow. Trishaw riding is just an experience to feel what it was like for people in the past. And it also allows you to enjoy the sceneries as you go along. Plus, what can you expect from a person on a bike. What's more, an OLD MAN of almost 70 with 3 heavy arses men weighing altogether almost 200kg? If they wanted speed, go grab a cab, can't they use their brains.

"On comments that his group had bullied Mr Lee, Mr Davis said: 'Looking back, I think we were insensitive. But bullies, no."

NOT BULLIES? Yarr, if they made fun of him BUT paid him, I would consider them insensitive. But now, they made fun of him, and didn't pay him. Now that's BULLYING!!! It is a freaking 10 dollars and they have the cheek to not pay the poor man? You guy can visit http://youtube.com/user/B0Davis and tell him how much you hate him.

On a lighter note, there are people who appreciate the old man's hard work and enjoy the trip of the trishaw. Visit http://www.flickr.com/photos/sallyanderson/2935225/. There is still humanity in the world. I feel so happy to read her comments about the old man.

One more thing, while the 3 british guys are real assholes, we should not condemn all the British. There are just some black sheep in the herd.

Bastard #1

Bastard #2

Bastard #3

Remember their ugly faces, they ought to be put to shame! Those freaking bastards!

PROJECT WORK IS HISTORY !!!!

2007-11-02T15:08:00.000+08:00

HURRAY !!!

Let's tear up our papers and burn our script. Delete all the files from our hard disk and run free.

PROJECT WORK IS FINALLY OVER !!!

Now I'm very tired and all I want is to just sleep. I fell asleep on the bus and almost over shot my stop. Thank god my friend's mum was on the same bus and she realised that I have not gotten off and went back up to get me. THANKS !!!

And guess what?

I saw Yaw Khong this morning when I was going to school. He took a cab cause he said he was going to be late.

And on my way back home, I saw Eliza and Nicholas. (AHEM!) They were heading to parkway, which I just head back from. Haha.

So glad to see old friends again. Hopefully we can meet up this holidays. =D

Now, to sleep! (:

Sorry Blame it on Me

2007-11-01T12:18:00.000+08:00

I'm still in love with this song. Sorry Blame it on Me by Akon. I always felt that it was that it was really sad and full of emotions, but I never knew that Akon was telling his own sorry. Yes I am really slow. The song is just wonderful. After knowing the truth, I heard it one more time, and realise how meaningful the song is, and for the first time despite hearing this song so many times, I cried. Every one should love this song. It's just great.

LYRICS

As life goes on I'm starting to learn more
and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is
affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to
apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don't want
to take responsibility for

I'm sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I'm sorry for the times that I had to go
I'm sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I'm sorry for the times I would neglect
I'm sorry for the times I disrespect

I'm sorry for the wrong things that I've done
I'm sorry I'm not always there for my son
I'm sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can't sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[ Bridge ]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it's just a shame on me
I'll be the reason for your pain and
you could put the blame on me

[ Chorus ]
You could put the blame on me [ 4x ]
Said you could put the blame on me [ 3x ]
You could put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn't know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn't agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I'm sorry that you had to do it on your own
I'm sorry that I went and added to your grief
I'm sorry that your son was once a thief
I'm sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would've listened and not be so bad
I'm sorry that your life turned out this way
I'm sorry that the FEDS came and took me away

[ Bridge ]

I'm sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I'm sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I'm sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I'm sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn't anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I'm just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I'll take that blame
Even though the blame's on you [ 3x ]
I'll take that blame from you

And you could put that blame on me [ 2x ]
You could put that blame on me
And you could put that blame on me

It just make me feel that he is so "WEI DA" to take up all the blame and put in on himself. Really nice song. I shall post it on my music blog soon.

My Angel

2007-10-31T23:20:00.000+08:00

Girl, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Closer than my peeps you are to me, baby
Shorty, you're my angel, you're my darling angel
Girl, you're my friend when I'm in need, lady

I'm addicted to this song. Yes it is an old song, but I just heard it over the radio and remembered it. And now I keep hearing it over and over again. It's ANGEL by SHAGGY. Perhaps I will feature him next on my music blog.

Anyway, advertorial for my MUSIC BLOG. Do visit it! I enjoy blogging there quite a lot. (:

Day by day, you are becoming less significant to me.

Fairytales don't exist

2007-10-31T22:02:00.000+08:00

I finally watched Secret today. Yes, you can call me slow, but I do not fancy Jay Chou so I did not bothered to specially make a trip down to the cinema to catch the movie. Well, after watching the movie, I'm glad I didn't make that trip down. Though I really want to thank Cera for lending the VCD to me.

The movie was slow and pretty bland. I only liked the music, which was lovely. The only scene I fancied was the ending as it successfully made me cry twice. I cried once when I watched it, and I lend it to my brother to catch it, and I cried as I watch the movie the 2nd time with him. What a crybaby I am. At least that scene was good enough with the expressions and emotion, plus the music to touch me.

The story just reminds of my reality and how happy endings do not exist in real life. Neither do fairytale loves story exist. Movies just portray the lovey dovey side of love while hiding the more serious and practical side of love. It is just so amazing that Sock Ching, Ben and I were talking about this issue over lunch and I watched the movie with sort of the same topic.

Perhaps, it is due to such movies, that we all idealize love and romance and expect a lot from relationship. Yes, as quoted from Sock Ching, "courtship is sweet" but when it comes to going steady, commitment is involved and it's a whole different thing. Sock Ching and I have the same mindset. We shall not get married until we find the RIGHT guy. Haha, however find the "right" guy isn't easy. So we shall wait and see if the right guy pops by.

Had so much random talks about the issue of relationships today. And a few of my friends suffered set backs in their relationships. Hopefully things will sort out for them. (: Anyway, it's not the end of the world. You still have friends!

On a lighter note, after Friday I shall have my freedom! (:
Say bye bye to Oral Presentation.

junying ♥

Headthrob

2007-10-31T00:45:00.000+08:00

Damn! I'm having a throbbing head. All of a sudden my head hurts like mad and I just can't seem to focus on my PW. So I can't do my PW. Hence I decided to give up and take a rest. I'll continue tomorrow morning.

I'm having bad signs lately. Insomnia on Sunday night. Twitching eye lid on Monday Night. Now a throbbing head. Hopefully this doesn't mean the end of the world or something. May I get better soon. I shall go sleep and listen to the crappy Muttons @ Midnight at the same time.

Blog again soon (:

junying ♥

A New Beginning

2007-10-30T22:32:00.000+08:00

A new blog.
A new and simple design.
A new beginning for blogging.
But, the same old me (:

The holidays are IN but there is still A levels Project Work. My oral presentation is on Friday and after that, it's all over! Finally, I will have peace. Well apart from holiday assignments and a chemistry test that will be greeting the year 2s batch 2008 at the start of next year.

Life's been fine. People around me change. I also slowly change. Things around me also changes. Everything is having a constant change. Sometimes it's for the good, sometimes it's for the worse.

I have a friend where I don't know how to talk to anymore. Sometimes I feel that I'm invisible around that friend. In fact I think many other people feel the same way as I do. I can't stand the sight of certain things, but I guess I have no right to judge.

Sometimes I look back at things that happen and wonder why did all of them go to. Sometimes I look back at people, and wonder why they have change. Sometimes I look back at friends, and wonder what happened to our friendship. Things change. It is inevitable, but I can't help but to wonder.

On a lighter note of all these dense and complicated issues, I can't wait for 15/07's CHALET !!! Then we can all play mahjong the night through! Monday, at Cera's house, there was a mahjong session with random people. It was fun, but slow due to Edwin. It was really funny to play with Edwin. Cause he, being Indonesian, cannot read the Chinese characters. So he will take the tiles up to flash to the whole world to ask "What is this?". Now the whole table knows what he has. Really funny.

I can't wait! Let's grab some food and drinks and party the night away. It's just next week, but it seems like a long time away.

For now I have to log off due to a wonderful thing called Project Work. Guess I won't be able to sleep tonight. Damn PW!

junying ♥

Dumbledore is a bit too happy!

2007-10-21T03:01:00.000+08:00

Guess what I found out?

Dumbledore is GAY !!!!

check out this link ---> Dumbledore is Gay!

I find this really amusing. xD

WR = We Relax!!!

2007-10-20T18:43:00.000+08:00

The Written Report is finally done and passed up. (:
NO MORE WRITTEN REPORT !!! (:
But there is still oral presentation.
Stupid Project Work !!!

Anyway, guess what? I woke up at 3pm today. I must be really tired from all the hustle yesterday.

After I went home from Ben's house and took a bath, I was suppose to continue doing work, but I fell asleep. Only woke up the next morning to go to Ben's house at around 8 to continue to do our Written Report. We are still fighting for the War. Then the clock ticked closer and closer to 10, and 11, and then 12. We were both stressed out about how we are going to print and the word count.

Imagine this scene, I'm at the computer editing and Ben is at his drum set playing away. So I was working with the drum beats pushing me on. Kind of like a scene only in television, with the drum beats as the time ticking away. Haha.

After the WR was done, we rushed to my house to do the printing. It was so much more relaxing at home. Even Ben feels the same way. We had lunch before heading to pick Ellyn and Sockching from school to Katong for the binding. And in my dad's cab, we realise that we haven't burn the CD !!! OMG! So after the binding, we headed back to my home to do the burning of the CD. After that we headed back to school to hand in our Written Report. It was 5 minutes before 3. Lucky for us. (:

So I only went to school for a few minutes. Max was only 3o minutes before we headed to Aishah's house for Raya visiting. (: had quite a fun time at Aishah's. Photos are with Yuhui. Will wait for her to upload them on her blog or I'll ask her to send them to me. (:

I saw Filza as White Sands that day. (: So happy.
I also saw Yaw Khong at the Tanah Merah Mrt Station Bus Stop. (: Chat with him all the way till the bus came until we reach our home area. He really changed quite a lot. No longer the same as when he was in primary school.

Saw so many old friends (:
So happy. But today I got some news about a certain friend. I was quite shocked about the News, and I don't really know what I should react to it. =( I think all I can do is just pray for her and wish her all the best. She will survive through it !!!

I still have PW meeting tomorrow for our Oral Presentation.
I hate PW, can I not go tomorrow.
I guess I can't.

Damn WR !!!

2007-10-19T00:06:00.000+08:00

I'm still at Ben's house. (and I didn't change the time, seriously)

Now it's left with just me and him. It's like a WAR. Our soldiers are dying off one by one. The next one will be me. Or maybe it's him.

Ben: God, send help from above!
Me: zZzZz

Looks like I'm the one that is going to be gone soon. Ben still holds on to hope. Maybe he'll see the light.

Okay, you might be asking, if I'm suppose to do PW, why am I here blogging. Cause if Ben doesn't finish his part, I can't make use of his part to do the part that I am supposed to do

You know, it's like a chain reaction. One thing leads to another. One thing can only occur with another. It is a team effort (though it's left with only 2 of us), but well, I suppose you get the idea.

I might leave his house at 1am and continue to do my work at home. Stupid PW. Damn Mr. W. He doesn't even notice the main focus, but he picks on the minor points. Wait! He doesn't even know the task requirements for Project Task 2, which happens to be the task my group (and 2 other groups in my class) is (are) doing.

All thanks to Mr. Ng, our civics tutor, we are able to realise our mistake ONE DAY, one blardy day before the submission date. Well, now it's in fact the day of the submission. I doubt I'll get any sleep tonight. Damn Mr. W. Damn it damn it damn it. We are so screwed up. It's a 2 man show. Or rather 1 man 1 woman show.

I'm still waiting for Ben's part of the Written Report.

Waiting ... ... ... ...
Waiting ... ... ...
Waiting ... ...
Waiting ...

what do i mean to you?

ROARS !!!

2007-10-18T20:51:00.000+08:00

I'm at Ben's house.

I'm suppose to be doing Project Work, but I decided to say HI (:
Guess what? His parents aren't home. And it's 2 girls with 1 guy. But we are doing work. Haha. And Ben has ******** so don't think otherwise. (:

I HATE PW BIG TIME !!!!!!

I HATE MR WALKER
EVEN BIGGER THAN BIG TIME

I'll blog about that later. Now I shall do PW (:

The (: are for positive mindset. What Ben encourages.

POSITIVE MINDSET !!!! (:

The Rain; A friend, a foe

2007-10-16T21:07:00.000+08:00

I love the rain.

However, too much rain makes me sad. Too much sun also makes me moody. Ironic isn't it? The rain is worse when you are all ready to go out and it pours heavily. Or when you are already out and it rains making you all wet. This happened to me yesterday.

I was all ready and I went out of my house and it rained. I had to brave through the storm with a plastic umbrella with the wind blowing in all directions. Other than my face, the other parts of me turned wet. I hate that. Imagine this, you had a clean bath and you feel refreshed plus your nice hair and it rains, making you feel dirty all over again, your wet hair also spoils your mood.

I love the rain, but sometimes I hate the rain too.

RATA-TOU-ILLE

2007-10-16T02:25:00.000+08:00

Today is a tiring day.

I went out with Delia, Cera, Edwin and Yuhui today. (: Spotlight-ed with Delia. Ratatouille-ed with Delia Cera and Edwin. Dinned with Delia Cera Edwin and Yuhui. Walked around with Delia Cera Yuhui.

Spotlight burnt a hole in my pocket. And I'm officially unlucky with things bought from there. I lost a pair of butterflies decoration which cost me $2.99 and I lost my blue cobweb paper that cost me $1.25. And I spent a total of $12.40 there. Just on buying 6 sheets of paper, one roll of ribbon and a pair of butterflies. It's so expensive! But for the sake of my teachers, I suppose it is worth it (: Though the lost items are really bad luck.

Ratatouille was a great show. Now I want to buy some cheese and strawberries and eat. Just like Remy did (: Yummy! Yes, I know I'm a bit slow. Ratatouille was out ages ago and I only watched it NOW. Like who cares. A whole half a cinema of people were also there watching with me. (:

I don't want to go to school tomorrow. It's 2am already and I am still not in bed. I dreadfully want to be in bed fast asleep, but I still have work to do. Though I still don't wish to go to school tomorrow. If I can finish up my work, I most probably will go to school. Though I still don't want to go to school. My brains tell me go, but my heart tells me no. So, should I listen to my heart? Or should I listen to my brain? Of course I want to follow my heart.

I DON'T WANT TO GO SCHOOL !!!! =(

But today was a great day (:

just let me forget about u

I.AM.BORED

2007-10-14T22:11:00.001+08:00

Homed today. Homed = Nothing to do = Boring. Plus now my MSN is screwing up on me. I don't even know why it's so screwed. I think it has to do with my Internet connection. However my Mozilla seems to be working fine.

I'm spending a lot of money lately. Yesterday went to watch Lust Caution with Jane dearest. Tomorrow I'll be out watching Ratatouille with a few of my CG 15/07 mates. Initially I just wanted to go to spotlight with Delia to grab some materials to make thank you cards for certain teachers. After deciding to head to Plaza Sing's spotlight, Delia suggested catching a movie. 2 movies in 3 days. My money is flying away. Plus it is just mid of the month. I seriously need to save up on school days.

I realise I haven't been out with Delia and gang before. So tomorrow will be sort of a mini class outing, with a small portion of the class which I have not gone out with. Then again, I haven't gone out with many people in class, unless Project Work counts.

Speaking of project work. Have I ever mention how horrible PW? It totally sucks student's life. We fret about our WR, our I&R and OP at the same time. What the hell is this? Totally ridiculous, but we have to do it. This sucks, but as students of the Singapore education system, we have no choice but to accept it as it is being smacked into our faces.

I have nothing to blog about. Just can't wait for outing tomorrow. Though I'm pained at the thought of my money flying away just like this. I shall only bring a limited amount of 30 bucks out tomorrow. Okay, I doubt I'll survive with that amount of money considering the fact that I still need to buy the materials for the cards. I'll bring my camera along and snap more photos. I love CG 15/07. (:

Anyway, just a joke I want to share. Disclaimer, I do not own it. I found it on www.jokediary.com (:

Element Name: WOMAN

Symbol: WO
Atomic Weight: (don't even go there!)
Physical Properties: Generally round in form. Boils at nothing and may freeze any time. Melts whenever treated properly. Very bitter if not used well.

Chemical properties:
Very active. Highly unstable. Possesses strong affinity to gold,silver, platinum, and precious stones. Violent when left alone. Able to absorb great amounts of exotic food. Turns slightly green when placed next to a better specimen.

Usage: Highly ornamental. An extremely good catalyst for dispersion of wealth. Probably the most powerful income reducing agent known.

Caution: Highly explosive in inexperienced hands.

Element Name: MAN

Symbol: XY
Atomic Weight: (180 +/-50)
Physical properties: Solid at room temperature,but gets bent out of shape easily. Fairly dense and sometimes flaky. Difficult to find a pure sample. Due to rust, aging samples are unable to conduct electricity as easily as young samples.

Chemical properties:
Attempts to bond with WO any chance it can get. Also tends to form strong bonds with itself. Becomes explosive when mixed with Kd Element:Child) for
prolonged period of time. Neutralize by saturating with alcohol.

Usage: None known.
Possibly good methane source. Good samples are able to produce large quantities on command.

* Caution: In the absence of WO, this element rapidly decomposes and begins to smell

u went out with her ytd
was it after u asked me
or did you ask her before me
you're not worth wasting my time

Blogging SPREEEE !!!

2007-10-14T04:00:00.000+08:00

When I'm in the mood, I just can't be stopped. Now I feel the urge to say what Jim Carrey says in the movie The Mask. I just feel like saying, "Somebody stop me." Okay, that was lame. The blogging monster in me is set off so I decided I should blog as much as I can before the monster decides to hibernate.

Speaking of spree, I want to go on a SHOPPING SPREE!!! My closet seriously needs renovations. Not the literal term of renovations, but you get what I mean. I need new clothes. After reading Jane's post of having a lot of black clothes, I realise that I too, have a lot of black clothes. Plus I'm in love with black eyeliner and dark eye shadow. But of course it ain't stopping me from buying more black clothes. I like black clothes, but I think I need to get other colour clothes which I have in mind are navy, dark green (certain kind), maroon, purple. I don't intend to jump to pink or yellow or orange yet. It's too much a contrast to my normal black. Though normal tee shirts would be fine. Though I still don't fancy them.

I feel that the way a certain person look doesn't depend on what other thinks of that person. Perhaps it doesn't even matter what you wear. It matters only of what you think of yourself. A confident person always looks the best.

No matter whether you are fat, thin, or perfect. It's confidence that matter. Let's have examples from fat thin to perfect.

Well, America Ferrera isn't exactly fat, just on the plumper side compared to other stars like Paris Hilton, Jessica Alba, Lindsay Lohan and blah blah blah. But she is still wonderfully sexy. See photo below. (:

Yes, I agree that Keira Knightley is horrible and dangerously thin. But you can't deny that she looks sexy in the picture below. Of course there are times that she dress so badly that her stick figure makes her look so ugly. But most of the time, she is quite sexy. And it's not as if she can help it. She isn't the girl who starve herself to be this thin.

And of course one of the most sexiest lady, Beyonce.

Of course, what makes all 3 of them so sexy. It's the burning confidence they have. So it doesn't really matter whether you are fat, slightly plump, average, sexy, thin, figure-less, or whatever you are. It's confidence that matters the most.

Do you ever wonder why when someone passes you, and even though she / he isn't that good looking, you will still find them really hot? It is due to the confidence they have inside them. I guess some of you don't agree, but I feel this way, and this is well, MY BLOG.

Of course, confidence is good. But I suppose too much harms your ego, and it isn't good. Have confidence, but don't be egoistic. We should all be proud of how you look. Though I'm not exactly there yet. I'm working my way up there.

One more thing, people with negative comments on looks are immature because they are superficial. They are immature because they judge people based on looks. I suppose it is due to their huge ego thinking that they are perfect and everyone else who don't look like them are ugly.

Judging people by looks is superficial. One should judge someone by their personality. And to know a person's personality, you need to know the person and spend time with the person. Not just see the person, and hear things about the person.

One person's ugly is another's beauty. Like how one's rubbish can be another's gem. Some people may think a person has great personality, but another may think that person is just horrible.

Nobody is perfect. So I'm trying to stop judging people, though I like to complain about certain things about people. However I'm trying my best to accept them for who they are. Confession on my blog, I don't wish to hide this. Yes, I used not like this girl in my class cause of certain things she done. But over time, she changed for the better, and even though she has certain characteristic that I can't really stand, I'm accepting her more. I used to not want to be hypocritical so I just ignored people I don't like. Now there is another girl in my class which I can't stand her actions. But I am still her friend. After all, friends accept each other's flaw. They accept each other for who they are. They will know each other's flaw, but they accept them, that's why they are friends. I know I'm not perfect, and neither am I trying to be perfect. I'm just trying to be a better person.

I'm expecting flamers for this post. Haha. But i'm not intending to reply anyone. Please do leave a name if you intend to flame. I promise I will try not to condemn you. But I will definitely not murder you, nor will I harm you.

I'm freaked out by anonymous people who read my blog.
Jane feels the same way too.
So leave a tag if you do pass by.

Don't ask me why I blog so many times a day.
I already said, I just feel like blogging.
I must make use of my good mood,
before my good mood run away.

JA-NE !!! =D

2007-10-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

Boo!

It's a wonderful new day. Exactly 12 midnight. Ok yes I edited the time, but who cares man.

Yesterday (since it's already 12) seemed to be a long day. Well, long fun and interesting one for me. But apparently boring and long one for someone else who spend the day sleeping.

Met Jane at the ticketing booth since she was late. I was late too, but she was later. Bought the tickets for Lust Caution before heading to Wisma's Starbucks to catch up over a drink.

It was like WOW! Information overload! So many new scandals in TPJC and one interesting and surprising couple. Took me a while to accept that fact. But I also got to find out a sad news. However I'm exposing it here. It just ain't meant to be announce to the whole world.

Meeting up with Jane sort of made me regret leaving TPJC. Though I know a large part of me will regret if I stayed on. TPJC is a place of fun with all my friends and good memories. I miss PAE A06. I felt sort of distant from Jane. Things are no longer the same. I really miss Jane, Liyi, Alfie, Eliza, Joan, Chang, and Nic. Well I miss them more compared to the others cause they are in my class and I spent more time with them. But I do miss a lot of other people. I really wonder what it would have been if I didn't leave TPJC. Of course I know that will never happen, but I can wonder right?

Then again, if I didn't leave TPJC for TJ, I won't be able to meet my lovely class of 15/07. with the lovely Gernaine, wonderful Ellyn, hilarious Ben, fun loving Delia, adorable Yu Bing, cute Cera, joyful Aishah, hyper Chun Han, cheerful Nan Xiao, funny Qi Te, darling Sock Ching, Blur and slow Edwin Aixue, Yu Hui ... and yes, I'm running out of words to describe. But apparently the rest of the class too. I won't get to know Miss Li, nor Mrs Cheong nor Miss Woodford. I won't get into trouble of seeing Mr Tong twice. I won't be having a different kind of fun as compared to TPJC.

I guess human are just greedy. We want everything. But in this world, we have to sacrifice to gain another. We cannot possess everything.

Anyway, Lust Caution was okay. Go watch it if you want to know anything. I won't spoil anybodies' fun by writing any spoilers for you guys. Overall, quite lovely. At least I don't think I have wasted my $9.50 today. It ain't like certain shows that ain't even worth the usual $7.50. It is only worth watching on TV. I won't ask everyone to go watch it cause I know certain people won't enjoy it. Of course some may choose to watch it because of Wang Lee Hom. Or the pretty actress. But I suppose it is quite a worthy movie to catch. (: Go the the cinema near you now.

But obviously if you are looking forward to watching steaming sex scenes, FORGET IT! Due to Singapore censorship and ratings, they were cut out. If you really want to watch them, wait till the VCD comes out and buy it. Provided the scenes are not cut or. Another alternative is flying overseas to buy the uncut version or watching it there. Perhaps a drive to Malaysia will do? And I'm not promoting piracy. So no downloading, what if you get caught?

I realise that there is a Horrorthorn at GV. See below for details. I feel like going but it's a bad date and I doubt anybody would want to go catch it with me. And not forgetting that it is 3 horror movies in a row. Plus, I have no idea if my mum allows me to catch 3 horror movies at such a timing. I think she'll be afraid that I'll freak myself out and be so freaked out to come home at a timing of 1.30am. haha. Though, I still want to catch it...

Date: Sat, 27 Oct 07

Venue: GV Plaza Singapura

Time: 7 pm - Halloween
9.05 pm - Break

9.20 pm - Whisper
11.15 pm - Break

11.30 pm - The Last Breath
1.30 am - End of Horrorthon

Ticket Price: $36 per ticket (inclusive of limited relief scare pills & free flow of popcorn and drinks)

Today was lovely, today was great, but I wonder when will I be able to meet Jane again. She said after OP, but then I'll have my SLC. So I suppose it will have to wait.

you asked me out today
but i wonder i'm the which person you asked
am i the first?
will i be the first on the list?

Chemist-LI !!!

2007-10-13T23:19:00.000+08:00

Miss Li Xuan Jun's birthday celebration photographs. (:

Yes, I know they are more than a month overdue. Just to let you guys know, Miss Li's birthday is on the 19 Sept, so remember to buy her presents next year. So here's her birthday pictures. Miss Li is the greatest teacher! She helped me made my chem grade jump 32 marks. From a 22 to a 54. (: This is thanks to her willingness to stay back after school to help me clear my doubts and all the 2 period Friday remedial she fork out the time to give us. She is a wonderful and dedicated teacher. I really want her to be my tutor next year, I hope she will follow up, and I won't change class due to my change in subject combination. Miss Li is great (: (of course the other teachers are great too, well some, but since this post is on her birthday pictures, I decided to say some things about her too)

Miss Li's birthday cake. Look like a wedding cake right? And Gernaine thought of the message on it. Creative right? Don't copy, you need to pay Gernaine copyright fee.

Gernaine's hand.

Miss Li blowing the flame off the candle. (:

Miss Li cutting the cake.

Miss Li eating the cake. Haha.

Random.

Gernaine Loves Miss Li.

I love Miss Li too.

So does Ben.

Cutting the cake into smaller pieces. Chun Han ate I think 5 pieces. xD

Hi Miss Li (:

Our combine chem class. Well the other class I mean.

Someone always have to spoil the picture.

Hi Miss Li, again.

Miss Li is SHY!

15/07 chem class. with an extra who spoils the pic... AGAIN.

USED and PROMOTED !!!

2007-10-13T10:43:00.000+08:00

I'm back in the mood to blog! (:

Maybe cause it FINALLY RAINED (Miss Woodford will be so happy too)!!! (:
And maybe cause I know I got PROMOTED !!!! (:
Or maybe cause I'm meeting my darling JANE today !!!!! (:

OK, but now, to clear up some things to my faithful readers. Firstly, I want to say thanks to "iknowyou" and "youknowme" (even though I have no idea who you guys are), Jane and Sockz for helping me at my tagboard against the irritating anonymous flamers. However, to clear things up, the reason why I wanted to close down my blog has nothing to do with those flamers. The reason why I intend to close down my blog is because I have no mood to blog. Yet, you can see that now I'm back cause my mood to blog is back. (: But, thanks anyway for standing up for me. To "iknowyou" and "youknowme", could you guys reveal to me who you are? If not on my tagboard, you can tell me personally. (:

Anyway, back to proper blogging. I know many of you are dying to know whether I promote or not. For the haters, hoping that I won't promote and suffer from depression. And for my friends, anxious and worried to find out if I promote. As for the rest, I know it doesn't really bother you, but it's good to know that I ...

PROMOTED !!! (:

and I got USED for my promo results. U for Maths, S for Physics, E for Literature and D for Chemistry. USED (: I know it ain't good results, but who cares, at least I managed to promote. I promise I'll work really hard during the holidays and next year. (note, that I said holidays and not NOW) However, I have to drop one of my H2 to a H1. I have decided on Physics, though Mr Rajesh suggest that I drop my Literature. (bleahx) At least Miss Woodford came to advice me on the workload next year for Literature, but told me that to drop or not is up to me.

It gave me quite a headache considering everything, but eventually I have no intentions of dropping Lit. Even before I came into a JC, I was determined to take H2 Lit if I ever went to a JC, having no intentions of dropping it even if I score badly for it. And there is NO WAY I'm going to change my mind. I'm one stubborn girl.

Yesterday, I have my OP 1st rehearsal. I went to school and spent my whole day editing the powerpoint slides and writing my script on the cue cards. Eventually, it went pretty smoothly though there was definitely much room for improvement. The next rehearsal will be on Friday, however my group decided to meet on Wed for our own self rehearsal (:

I seriously LOVE my project work group. They are just great people. I know we had our differences in the past, but I'm so glad we sort them out and now we're such a great group with great dynamics. Except for the fact that Ben's mind is always somewhere else. Or rather with someone else. xD Ok, i admit, meetings aren't always productive. What can you expect with 4 girls and one guy (who is usually not around)? Obviously we gossip. HAHA.

The whole of the week was devoted to PW. Quite pathetic right, but PW totally just rule our lives now. We fret about PW all day long. Having Written Report to be handing in next friday. OP rehearsal during the week and the following week. Plus our Insights and Reflections 1st draft to be handed in the following week. So much to do. And this isn't all, we still have normal lessons and tutorial to catch up with. So this equals to bad weeks. Of course not forgetting PDP prep for next year's QE and another event. Plus a Tourism Seminar (due to my PDP) on the 25 and 26 of this month. I'm just so looking forward to after the OP and after my Student Leadership Camp. Then I can totally enjoy my holidays (:

I was suppose to meet Fruit Cake yesterday to K at katong. But Kai Wen cancelled on us at the last minute. He didn't even sms me to apologise. It's been a long time since I saw them. Wonder how they have been.

On the other hand, I'm meeting up with JANE dearest today to catch up and catch Lust Caution. Yes, don't remind me of the cut scenes and how unworthy it is for my money especially it's one a weekend. Aw well, the time spent with Jane would be worth it (: I'm meeting her at 2 later. Can't wait. It's been months since we last met. I think the last time we saw each other was during our failed PAE A06 BBQ. There's so much for us to catch up.

Since I'm back in the mood of blogging. I'll be uploading the outdated photos soon. Of Miss Li's birthday celebrations. Plus some random photos of the day. And my outing with WJSC at Suki (: Oh, and I think my birthday photos are not up yet. So it will most likely be photo explosion the next time I blog. Hopefully the sun won't come up and make me moody again.

And I'm still going to change my blog address and blogskin.
But I'm still brainstorming for ideas.

JT just sms me a totally random sms. haha. Ok that's was totally random. Well, that's the purpose isn't it. If you get what I mean about the random sms and the totally random. HAHA. (:

i haven't seen u in ages
but i don't miss u
or do i?

Double Meanings

2007-10-06T15:15:00.000+08:00

i realise that there are a few random people who read my blog. but then again, what is the point of knowing that they do read my blog. it makes no difference what i blog on it. but then again, i'm losing my mood to blog all over again.

lately, i'm also not in the mood to do much stuff. so i made up a list to what it may mean when i'm doing certain things.

#1. if i stare are you,
i'm actually stoning and not exactly looking at you

#2. if i give one word answers,
i don't want to talk to you / you irritate me / i'm not interested in what you are going to say / the things you say are so blah, i'm not in the mood to hear your rubbish

#3. if i refuse to go out,
i'm not in the mood so get lost / i'm tired / i don't want to see you

#4. if i walk off alone without telling,
don't follow me, i may want to just spend time alone

#5. if i'm hyper and happy,
i may just do it for the sake of it cause being moody tires me

#6. if i'm quiet in a group conversation,
i don't feel like talking / i'm really tired / i wish to be invisible / i want to leave asap

#7. when i say no / i don't feel like / i want to go home,
i mean it don't ask a second time

i suppose my horrible mood is due to the bad and hot weather. plus it is the time of the month, and i cannot go swimming. i want to go swimming, especially in such a hot weather. the water would be really good. i wanted to go swimming tmr morning before my pw meeting which is at 10am. but guess i can't now.

and i guess you notice no smilies in this post. cause i know smilies are just a facade. and they won't make me happy anyway.

you didn't reply my sms
not once, but twice
i guess i'll give till Christmas
if i'm not over you
i'll tell you
then move on once and for all

Freedom, at least for now!

2007-10-02T23:27:00.001+08:00

guess what?

PROMOS ARE OVER!!!!

gernaine haunted me with that question for after physics paper on monday for i think 4 - 5 times? haha. but yarr, promos are over. like omg! it's over. xD haha.

i hate the physics paper =(

i think i'm gonna fail physics. ok not again. i thought it would dramatic to say "again". haha. but nopex, i passed during jct. with a 45%. but i doubt i can even reach 45% this time round. so no confident. x( i'll be so happy that i actually pass. ok no la. u know everyone will say that they will be happy that they passed. but that is never the case. even if you pass, u will feel disappointed about your marks (esp if it is a low pass). and if you expect yourself to fail, and u really fail, you will not be unfeeling, but u will definitely feel a sense of disappointment even though u kind of expected it. haha. the weird thinking in the human mind.

went out with a COUPLE of friends after the physics paper, though i thought i was going to cry on the spot about the paper. i didn't even feel the same way for maths though i know i will score so badly. yes the same COUPLE of friends. felt so out of place most of the time. i should stop going out with COUPLE of friends. i did that last year, and this year too. i definitely need to stop.

went out with tingx, clem and sockz, plus a gay today. we went to marine parade suki to have high tea. (: shall post the pics once i feel less sianz to upload them.

upon reaching marine parade, i saw my eye candy and his gf. haha. never expected to see him. but then again, i not so crazy over my eye candy anymore. don't really think he is that cute anymore. esp after what he thought of my friend. (only gernaine and ben will know this) i guess i should stop calling him my eye candy anymore. haha. shall look out for another more eligible eye candy. =D

went walking around while waiting for weiting and hk aka gay to reach. sockz clem and i were starving while waiting for those 2 slow pokes. suki high tea was a fun session, cause ... we were the only 5 people in suki!!! =D it almost seems like every time we meet up we will be at parkway. where all our memories are =D after op and slc, i think we will then visit orchard for shopping spree!

after the FOOD, we went to parkway to walk. but split up to clem and sockz, who when to play arcade, and weiting and i who went shopping. i bought a new shoe (: but it isn't RED, it was white. maybe i shall look out for a red shoe next time. we even tried on clothes, but we didn't buy any. (anyway weiting, the someone is the someone. xD but yarr i know, not worth it, your "me myself and i" more worth it haha.) eventually i also bought a lip balm (cherry flavour) from The Face Shop. =D

we then meet up to split up before meeting up to go lib. haha. long story. shall skip that part. even though we spend a short 3 hours together, it almost seem like a whole day. time together is so precious. hopefully we can meet up again. i suppose that will be after OP. stupid pw, stupid OP. stupid school. i dun want to go to school tmr. but i have tc meeting and pw meeting, which i have not designed the fliers. x(

there goes my one day break from school. to be spent in school. i wanted to spend tmr reading the 6 books i borrowed from the lib. ok i know, bookworm right. haha.

Advertorial !!!

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5TH OCTORBER 2007, FRIDAY

2pm - 5.30pm

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From MRT: Bedok - Take bus 229 / 38 / 197 / 196 / 31 (preferably 38)
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BE THERE OR BE SQUARE (:

the feeling of wanting to cry.
and i don't really know why.

SHOES !!!

2007-09-30T00:05:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to:

SHOES !!!! (:

that will be my 1st priority in my SHOP TILL DROP plan after promos. haha. yes, i intend to enjoy and burn a hole in my pocket after promos. and the top on my list is a sexy hot RED shoes. which specifically is a nice pumps with a glossy shine and slight heel (: i've been looking around for a while and i still cannot find one perfect one. i saw one white one, which looks very nice. but it isn't red. though if the heel was slightly higher, my heart would have melt and it will sit comfortably in my closet (:

Fornarina $179

this is something i have in mind. the gloss and shine and the shape. but the heel is not the kind i want. i want a thin heel and slightly higher (: once i set my eyes on the perfect one, i will definitely buy it, considering of course the price. this is too ex !!! xD

but i have a whole list of horribly designer and branded expensive, but B.E.A.U.T.I.F.U.L shoes !!! (: i just want to buy them all and own them. but i don't have the $$$$

Gucci $446
PRETTY !!! (: omg. MELTS !!!

Gucci $503
ARGH!!! (: white and black. what a classic. but look at the price.

Prada $582
pretty pretty (:

Prada $359
OMG! mary jane shoes !!! (: (: (: ARGH!!!

miu miu, prada, milan $431
if only it's RED and slightly elevated. it would be PURRRFECT. (:

miu miu, prada, milan $395

GORGEOUS !!! (: WHITE!!! OMG!!! i'm a puddle. xD

Leopoldo Giordano $323

simple plan, but elegant (:

Leopoldo Giordano $316
pretty elegant and (:

Stuart Weitzman $546
RED !!! (: HOT !!! HEELS !!! (: but too high i don't really fancy pointed tips. but still HOT !!!

Valentino $899
SWEEEEET !!!!! (: but look at the price. BUT SOOOOOO NICE !!!

Casadei, Firenze $755
CUTE and the HOTTEST of them ALL !!! (: i love this little black boot. (:

I WANT NEW SHOES NOW !!!

yes, i have 2 heels in my shoe closet. one from grad night that gives me blister and it is too fancy to be worn out. though i still fancy it alot. and the other is a nice black heel from charles and keith which is too high to be worn out especially if i go out my girlfriends, which usually end up with shopping. heels and shopping = disaster. i wore heels 4 times shopping, once even to the IT fair. and my feet hurt badly. haha. but it's pretty (: pretty shoes are worth the pain. but definitely not worth going shopping.

i would kill to have any of those shoes in my blog post. anyone wants to buy them for me? haha. they are just so pretty !!!! (: but if i buy one, i think my mum would not hesitate confiscating my atm card FOREVER. haha. maybe i'll compensate myself by buying 2 pairs of pretty shoes. that is if i can find 2 lovely pairs of shoes worth buying. i'm picky when it comes to bags, shoes, wallet and clothes. haha. shoes shoes shoes. (: i have very little shoes in my closet. i need more. but my mum's gonna complain for sure.

and i need clothes too!!! hols are coming, and it means OUTINGS !!! so i need clothes to wear and shoes to match the clothes. though my clothes are mostly black, so a hot red pair of shoes would be really lovely (: haha. maybe i should get hot red lipstick too. haha. it would be freaky. haha. i was joking about the lipstick part.

now i shall be a spoilsport and think about my physics paper on monday. amazingly i managed to understand gravitation, with i have no understand it since like forever. haha. i am a genius. xD i am left with memorising definitions and more practice. though i'm still stuck with superposition. haven't got to terms with diffration grating. xD tmr will be a fruitful day of studying. and dreaming about pretty shoes.

speaking about dreams, i dreamt about chem and maths last night, during my 17 - 18 hours of sleep. yes i slept from around 6 plus 7pm till the next day 12pm. haha. my mum even wonder if sleeping so much is possible. but i proved it. haha (: ok back to my dreams, i dreamt about solving maths and chem questions. which seems like totally the wrong way of solving. or maybe they are correct. if that's the case, i have a genius brain at work when i'm subconscious. haha. xD

ok end of post. (:

i wanted to blog about britney and teenage smoking, but shoes grabbed my attention. xD i just can't resist shoes. i shall blog about brit another day. she is such a pitiful bitch. why can't people just leave her alone?

i don't want you
i want you
i dunno
at least
i stop thinking of you

Ending soon! (:

2007-09-29T12:43:00.000+08:00

(:

ONE MORE PAPER LEFT !!!

did i tell you guys that I.AM.SCREWED. yes, read it with the fullstops. i'm totally gonna fail my maths. i calculated and the highest marks i could even get is 18!!! yes, the 18 is out of 100. i'm so screwed up man. apparent the questions i know how to attempt are those with ONE mark. and the working isn't like one liner or something, it was a LONG working for 1 pathetic mark. this is so pathetic. haha. (:

but good thing chem was GREAT. ok not that GREAT. but it is the best paper so far. the ONLY manageable one. haha. it's the ONLY one i have confident of passing. hopefully my careless mistakes won't cause me a failure.

LIT was screwed up man. haha. all my papers are screwed up. i think my prac crit is like crap. ok it was around 1 and 3/4 pages full of shit. haha. i was writing just to fill up the pages. at least my tempest essay was more uncrappy. haha. but still crappy.

gonna go out to study later. (: ok why the hell am i so happy? haha. i'm just trying to make myself feel better. lalala.

my blog post is boring. shoo!!! will post ms li's bday pictures after promos. i haven't gotten a chance to upload them. and then i'll blog about it too. plus some other random pictures i have. haha. don't worry, i don't think there are any zi lian pictures.

ONE GOOD THING TO LOOK FORWARD TO (:

NEXT TUES SUKI WITH WJSC. (:
i hope (: everyone can make it (: please (:

now it's study time! (:
(i shall head to the library to grab some books 1st, i'm such a book addict)

smiley makes me happy. that explains the many many many smilies.

my blogskin sucks. i'm getting sick of it. shall brainstorm after promos to make a new skin. and take more zi lian shots. my old inspirations on photo taking have not been carried out.

(:

Socks are not worn on my feet!

2007-09-25T22:23:00.000+08:00

i'm over the moon (:

sockz just smsed me (:

sockz:
cant wait to go out with ur soon!

i'm smiling ear to ear (:
you can see by the number of smilies too (:
i can't wait for promos to be over (:
so that i can go out with sockz (:
and gernaine (:
and whoever else (:
maybe ~~you~~> (ok screwed that)

SMILES (:

All about You!

2007-09-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

*sighs*

i decided to move on but i didn't not
but now i decided i shall move on anyway.
i wonder who i am to you
a friend? a good friend? nobody?
it's just very stupid of me
even ben and gernaine said
"he's not worth it"
but it's not as if i can help it
i feel like i'm last on your list
i feel like i just a spare
but everytime u drag me out
i go weak and go ahead
despite telling myself
"i will get over you"
i'm just stupid
perhaps just very stupid
everytime i thought i fall out
i feel myself falling back in
i hate myself

ALONE

2007-09-24T22:21:00.000+08:00

by Jun Ying aka ME (:

I saw an old man today
While I was studying at bedok macs
He was stand there at the alley
A place where nobody cares
Or bother to have a second look
Apart from having a puff
Or taking a short-cut to go somewhere
The old man was dark thin, perhaps too thin
His bones stuck to his skin
The shape of his ribcage was so distinct
His clothes were too huge for him
Not forgetting the fact that they were old
Nobody cared to take a second look
Neither did I
I looked once and stared
Until he went out of sight
Emotions rushed through me that moment
But I did nothing but stared
He walked away
Not noticing my stares
Not caring what others thought of him
He lived in his own world
Alone.
He wore his cap
And his slippers
both Old.
And walk out of my sight
He looked frail and weak
But I knew he wasn't how he looked
He was strong
Strong-willed.
To live despite his circumstances
Despite beind
Alone.

just a random poem i wrote after i saw a frail yet strong old man outside macs. i wrote it in prose then, but i decided it would make a nice poem. not very structured. really just random.

True or Untrue?

2007-09-15T19:08:00.000+08:00

i promised alien pictures. so here they are. but i must say, i don't own them or create them. and i will not hold any responsibility of these pictures being fake. and neither does the webpage i took from hold any responsibility. it is up to u readers out there to judge if the pictures are real or fake. i myself have no idea where it's real or fake. i just found them interesting, and not that i totally believe in them. i just think it is interesting to take a look. i think some of you might be disgusted by them. xD

mini alien

too mini !!!

skull!!! elongated. hmm... real or not?

weird skull. confirm NOT human. but is it real?

o.O are you sure? big oval eyes. like an alien.

weird shaped body.

all the elongated skulls museum. does it really exist?

dead alien? real or edited?

baby alien?

alive ugly alien? and scary too!

so, what do you think? are these pictures real? or fake? do you believe in the existence of an alien? omg! i think i'm scarred about the previous alien picture. too scary. x( i contemplated deleting it. if there is a demand i might just delete it. it's too freaking haunting.

now let's see some crop circles. are they human made? or something else?

if you guys have no idea what crop circles are, they are pictures appearing on crops overnight. and the pictures cover large area of land, of several acres. the crops seem to be pressed down, damaging a whole lot of crops. they appear in the middle of crops and appear over night, which mean who or whatever created it must have done it within a short span of time, also being so quiet that nobody notices them, or it.

indeed, in the recent years, there have been circle makers, who are human and they are to prove that humans are able to make the crop circles within a short span of time.

however, throughout the years, designs have become far more complex. some even said to be growing from simple geometrical shapes, to more complex ones and even some looking like technological designs.

research have also found high radiations in crop circles, that are not made by human. and the crops in the crop circles made have human are merely pressed down, while the another source showed that the heads of the crops burst, showing that high heat is transmitted to the crops.

the first crop circles took place in places such as America and also Australia. these places over seas. why would 2 different groups of people from these 2 different countries create crop circles, damaging so much crops?

while bobs of lights were found in many footage of the crop circles not made by circle makers, researchers have carried out experiments that the white bobs of lights may be objects or even a seed.

but what do u believe? are these messages from aliens? are they made by some aliens? or higher being? or are they merely works of humans. i ... have no comments once again. i take no stand. cause i'm not totally convinced that they are works of human, but i'm also not convinced of the existence of such being who will damage the crops. i don't see a rational for doing such a thing.

not it is time to enjoy the pictures.

simple? one of the 1st few crop circles.

it gets complex. well at least no so simple anymore.

this looks like some shell. interesting pattern.

some pyramid? many people believed that the aliens camped in egypt.

this look like some technology picture.

is this a picture an alien? or merely human?

look at all the good crop lost!!!! such complex design.

another complex one.

if i am not wrong, this is the last crop circle this year.

if you guys search on more pictures of the crop circles, a lot of them spread over 3 lines. i wonder why. haha. just an observation. so what do you think? just tag at my tagboard. it really seems dead. haha.

(:

Eye Openers

2007-09-09T19:09:00.000+08:00

hi!

i'm back with some interesting pictures (: i got the idea from my brother's blog. and one picture is done by him which was taught to him by his friend. i thought it is pretty interesting, so i went to find some other pictures to let you readers enjoy (:

hands drawing hands. scary!

where is up and where is down? hmm...

you see a woman right?

now try to spot the knight on a horse fighting a dragon. (:

a man? or many people. try to find them all. i think there is 8.

find the faces. i think there are 13.

a young girl? or old lady?

a duck? or a rabbit? i saw the duck 1st.

ms nansi loves this. i saw the duck 1st. u?

stare long enough. and she will open her eyes and stare back at u.

i only see lovers. do you see the dolphin? tell me if you do.

most people see the donkey 1st. i saw the seal.

cute cartoon

a simle face?

or the word LIAR?

an innocent cute boy? (drawn by my brother)

or do you see what i see?

haha. hope u guys enjoyed the post (:
i will post more interesting post if i have the time. (:

You are Confusing ME!

2007-09-09T15:02:00.000+08:00

i found some pretty interesting stuff on the net. anyway, my shopping trip yesterday was fruitful. i bought a pair of slippers and 2 bags. 1 small white one and 1 larger RED one. (: it's LOVES!!!

ok let's start with some famous paradoxes (: those in RED are my comments (:

What is better - eternal bliss or a simple bread?

What is better than eternal bliss? Nothing. But a slice of bread is better than nothing. So a slice of bread is better than eternal bliss.

A few sentences from life

Nobody goes to that restaurant; it's too crowded.
if nobody goes to the restaurants, how come it's crowded. haha.

Don't go near the water 'til you have learned how to swim.
how can u learn how to swim if u don't go near the water?

The man who wrote such a stupid sentence can not write at all.
haha. then who wrote the sentence?

Think about these

Let's say there is a bullet which can shoot through any barrier. Let's also say there is an absolutely bullet-proof armor which no object can penetrate. What will happen if such a bullet hits such an armor?

Can a man drown in the fountain of eternal life?

Your mission is not to accept the mission. Do you accept?

A girl goes into the past and kills her Grandmother. Since her Grandmother is dead, the girl was never born. If she were never born, she never killed her grandmother.

If the temperature this morning is 0 degrees and the Weather Channel says, "it will be twice as cold tomorrow", what will the temperature be?

Answer truthfully (yes or no) to the following question: Will the next word you say be 'no'?
i love this!!! (:

Double Liar Paradox (Jourdain's paradox)

This version of a famous paradox was presented by English mathematician P. E. B. Jourdain in 1913. The following is written on opposite sides of a card:

Back side

THE SENTENCE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS CARD IS TRUE.

Face side

THE SENTENCE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THIS CARD IS FALSE.

spend some time and think (:
i hope u guys will enjoy this. i will be blogging about some optical illusions next.
so do come back and visit !!! (:

and tmr's the start of SCHOOL again. i dread it! i want another 1 more week of hols. nonono, 1 more month. why don't they just give me 1 year !!! =(

Sleep is GOOD !!!

2007-09-07T19:11:00.000+08:00

i'm back to blog =D

not that it matters to anyone though.

turns out, that i didn't go to school so early in the morning to mug. i slept in! i love sleep. i smsed ben last night at around 2 plus (am) cause i have no idea why i just couldn't fall asleep. and i don't know when i did fell asleep afterall. so i told him that i won't be in school mugging since i need my sleep.

and i went to macs to camp and mug. i started studying when ben left school. =.= haha. which was 1.30pm and i went home at 10pm. woah! a fruitful day of mugging. NOT! i think 2 hour of my time was spent reading my book called "Cool For Cats" and another 2 hours of my time was spent stoning and spacing out. haha. so that leaves me with around 5 hours of good working. or maybe not that good work.

i studied all the way till 8 plus before jt joined me. i think he is crazy. he told me he will run 6km before meeting me. i wonder if he really ran that much. not that i doubt his ability, cause i don't. but who won't want to run 6km? maybe he just enjoys running. or running is his source of relief. but i still think it's insane.

anyway, finishing up on my daily update about ME, i shall go on the topic about SLEEP!!!

SLEEEEEEEEPPPPPPP !!!!!!!!

sleep is GOOD! sleep is important! do you know that in order for a body to work properly, the body need enough rest. and the best way to get rest, is from sleep. u can compromise on food and on leisure, but you cannot compromise yourself on sleep. even coffee cannot replace sleep.

everyone should enjoy sleep. sleep is an enjoyment. sleep is bliss. when you go to sleep, u tune out of the world. u escape from all the stress. well, provided you don't get a nightmare. nightmares are bad! some people say that nightmares are portrayal of your stress in reality. but who really knows what they mean.

speaking of nightmare, sleep brings dream too! sleep is often believed to reflect your inner feelings. but my dreams are always weird. of people i have no idea who they are. or random people who have no significance in my life. about random events which are totally bizarre. although sometimes certain things do appear in my dream to be of some significance. maybe i will share some of my bizarre dreams. but not today. (: and then you guys must share ur weirdest dream with me too.

but one thing, do you guys even remember your dreams. i don't. i totally forget my dreams. i only remember them for like the split second after i wake up. and if i don't make an effort to remember them, they will be lost forever. what about yours? haha.

and i have one more burning question!!! do you guys dream in colours or black and white. i have no idea what my dreams are. i am having a hard time even remembering my dreams to remember if they are in colours or black and white. haha.

you know the disney song "a dream is a wish your heart makes"? hmm... how much is that true. especially if i disclose my weirdest and more bizarre dreams. a food for thought (:

CRYING !!!

2007-09-05T23:45:00.000+08:00

i seriously need a session of pure crying my hearts' out for like an hour.

ok that wasn't totally random ok. i meant it. crying is a good way to release all your anger, sadness and of course STRESS !!! and what do i want to relieve myself of? obviously it is the stress i'm getting that is giving me sadness and anger at the same time.

so i need that stress relieving session of crying out loud. screaming works too. but i rather cry. at least i don't contribute to noise pollution. so anyone want to cry with me. haha.

you know, you people should like try it. crying is actually good for the soul. =D

and i think my blog is boring. i need to come up with better things to blog rather than trivial everyday stuff. ideas anyone?

Zefron !

2007-09-05T19:13:00.000+08:00

wahahaha ...

Zac Efron: Five Fun Facts

1. After Hawaiian vacation photos of Zac Efron and High School Musical costar Vanessa Anne Hudgens were published in 2007, fans dubbed the two "Zanessa" and posted dozens of YouTube video tributes of the tween power couple.
[i love zanessa! people.com says that they are still together and never mention a single thing about nikki blonsky. =D]

2. Not all of Zac Efron's vocals in High School Musical belong to him. "I didn't even sing on the first album," Efron tells Rolling Stone. "It wasn't my voice in the movie. Even though I wanted to do it...I felt extremely guilty."
[I KNEW IT !!! he can't sing! then again, the person who sang doesn't have a nice voice xD at least it didn't match vanessa]

3. Zac Efron says no to sex scenes. "I want to save a little bit of that young image that I've earned from the Disney Channel," he told The San Luis Obispo Tribune.

4. Zac Efron was Punk'd in April 2007 by High School Musical costar Ashley Tisdale and Ashton Kutcher. The set-up: He was accused of letting men steal a cash box from a clothing store.

5. Kenny Ortega, who choreographed the 1980s hit movie Dirty Dancing, directed Zac Efron in High School Musical.

=D

Birthday Wishes Don't Come True !

2007-09-04T00:32:00.000+08:00

hi! (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!!

and my birthday wish ...
is to get over you (:

[deleted] says:
wow who u wish to get over eh

♥ junying. says:
"you"

♥ junying. says:
cannot read arh?

♥ junying. says:
stated in my pm

♥ junying. says:
=P

[deleted] says:
-.-

[deleted] says:
who is the person u referring to lo

♥ junying. says:
someone lo

♥ junying. says:
i already told u what

♥ junying. says:
wahaha

[deleted] says:
who who

♥ junying. says:
"you" lo ...

♥ junying. says:
take ur time and guess

♥ junying. says:
=D

i wonder if you know the "you" i'm talking about is you.

cause i finally realise how insignificant i am to you.
and it is no point waiting for a heart breaker like you.
i'm gonna create a new story and a new beginning.
that is, without you.

HAHA

2007-09-03T23:02:00.000+08:00

something very funny just happened.

so i went out to study and i just reached home not too long ago. but only my bro saw me back. so i decided to go and camp in my room. or rather just go in my room. and all of a sudden, my phone rang. here's the conversation.

dad: so, are u coming home soon?
me: i'm home already.
dad: u are at the door already arh?
me: i'm in my room.

haha. i find it damn funny. don't you? and i still think it's really funny (:

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL (:

2007-09-02T17:38:00.000+08:00

and i think Lucas Grabeel is cute (:

damn cute right (:

and now for the couple !!! (:

Zac Efron (:

Vanessa Hudgens

Cute (:

damn cute (:

lovely pair (:

now for the off-screen romance (:

like obviously this cannot be a scene from high school musical. remember HSM is on DISNEY CHANNEL. which is meant for younger audience. why would they have scenes with a bikini clad girl and hot guy making out? haha.

BUT !!!!!

CHECK THIS OUT !!!!!! ----> CLICK HERE !!!

o.O! zac efron is going out with nikki blonsky? NO WAY !!!!! i think zac and vanessa is much sweeter and cuter together !!! i don't believe that website. what rubbish !!! does this make zac efron so fickle? and all his romances come from his films? =.= and many other sites says that he is still going out with vanessa!!! they would be much betther if they were together. and it would be much easier to film HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 !!!

let me still live in my day dream that they website is not reliable and zac and vanessa are still dating. (:

like now u know how i wasted my day. xD

i'm all out to get over you. (:

TAGGED !!!

2007-08-26T17:48:00.000+08:00

I WAS TAGGED BY: JANE [blog] (:

i miss jane !!! xD

Rules and Regulations:
1) Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves.
2) People who get tagged needs to write in their blog of their own weird things as well and state the rules clearly.
3) In the end, you'll select 5 people to be tagged and list their names

the 6 totally or not so weird things about me !

1. i can't sleep without my blanket. and when i sleep with my blanket, i need to cover my whole body except my head. yes, even when it is a hot day and my air con is not on, i still need my blanket to sleep.

2. i even wondered what it feels like to kiss a girl. haha. i mean kiss on lips, no cheeks. but NO, i'm not les. i just do wonder. xD and it is not a fantasy, cause i only wondered it for a short time last year, only remember it this year when i was chatting with gernaine.

3. when i'm stoning, my mouth is usually open. not open big, but lips are apart. and i won't realise it until i snap out of my stoning. and if i close my month, after a while of stoning, it will open again. haha.

4. i can be VERY hyper at one moment. and the next moment i become totally emo. and it is the same vice versa. xD

5. i have an obsession with white things. i have a white wallet, bag, hp cover, ipod cover, 2 white jackets. but i don't have a single white shirt. my shirts are mostly black.

6. i have an obsession with my hair. my mood is according to the sate of my hair. if i have a bad hair, my day with be horrible. if my hair looks nice, i will feel happier (:

the 5 babes i want to do my this (:
1. gernaine (: [blog]
2. huiyi (: [blog]
3. felicia twinnie (: [blog]
4. sockz (: [blog]
5. who ever else who want to do it (:

GER-NA-INE

2007-08-26T15:59:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to

GERNAINE HENG WAN TING !!!!

as you can see, she is in LOVE with the colour PINK!!! her bag is hot pink and it is easily spotted from a distant away. plus, her shoes are pink. though she is going to get a new pair, i think it will still be PINK. her file is also pink! and the face of her watch is pink. her pencil case is also pink. her wallet WAS pink, now it's blue. see... she is in love with PINK. i'm starting to think the world pink looks weird.

see how happy she is when she is in a pink world. ok maybe she is terrified. it's too pink for comfort.

and she is MY BABY !!! cause she is so CUTE! everyone have to agree that she is just so adorable. explains the number of people who liked her before. i shall not disclose it here. xD

see how cute she is. (: but she has copied mine style of covering her face. HEY THAT'S UNIQUELY ME !!! xD

most of the time she is just up to no good. wonder why she wants to take a picture of me in that weird and funny angle.

and she is looking at something horrible on her phone. she how cheeky she is. wahahaha.

but sometimes, she is emo. and when she is emo, i feel emo too. cause i love her too much. xD

gernaine is also totally addicted to her PINK ds! see she is just obsess with pink. and gaming. don't let her bring it to school, or her face with be stuck to it for the whole day.

she is totally in LOVE with L. Lawliet from death note so she decided to marry him to be Mrs Lawliet. now she has his style too. but her lover is KIRA. what a flirt!

ok, so she gave up being Mrs. Lawliet, and now she decides she want to be a ghost so she can haunt people.

and her 1st victim was ellyn. and that was also her last victim. just shows how successful her attempt to haunt is. xD

gernaine also has a long tongue. ok u cannot see it here.

but now u can see it. (:

gernaine also have a fond habit of sleeping in class.

see how soundly she is sleeping.

gernaine totally LOVES benjamin. she just daydreams of him so much.

but now she is sad that benjamin lost! don't be sad!

and she is thinking of someone in particular. let me tell u, that the number of * are randomly typed out. haha. so don't try guessing.

Gernaine and I spent 3 hours in macs. and i realised i loved her so much that i wrote her name using curry sauce. see how nice her name is. cause it's done by ME !!!

and i decided that she loves me too. and i know she does love me as much as i love her. it works both way for the picture.

we may enjoy ponning certain lectures together to slack in the library or walk around the track in 6 mins. but we shall not do it anymore. xD promos coming, so must start attending lectures.

i know alot of things about gernaine. and she knows alot of things about me. so we are highly dangerous people with top secret informations of each other. but we have swore to secrecy and NOT tell anyone. and i kept my promise gernaine, i really did not mention anything! (:

we like to go hyper together. and then we also have our EMO times.

I JUST LOVE GERNAINE !!!! (:

GERNAINE is MINE !!!! but her heart already has benjamin hum. xD
nevertheless, she is still MINE !!! so anyone who wants to snatch her away, must deal with me 1st. haha. so guys! if u want her, u must face me. if u pass the test, she is urs. though a LARGE part of her still belongs to me!

ok i'm not that bad la. i just LOVE HER !!! (:

i think i'm addicted to the drugs called GERNAINE HENG WAN TING!!! i need to see her. or i'll suffer the cold turkey treatment. haha. can't wait to see her tmr (:

GERNAINE !!!! i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you i love you !!! (:

Random

2007-08-25T21:13:00.000+08:00

today's been a boring day.

i had to wake up so early in the morning to go do project work. but i woke up only at 8 which was the meeting time. xD so i had to rush to meet ellyn and aixue to take them over to ben's hse. cause i know where his house is located. or at least somewhere around there.

so we did project work at ben's house. and yes he has a nice house! i want a nice house too! i shall earn $ to get a nice house. or i can kick ben out of his house and take over it. haha. but i prefer the 1st option.

we did our WR till around 1. and i think i was only doing work for the 1st hour or so. then i drifted off cause i was really very tired. but i did do abit of talking. so i'm not exactly slacking. ok i am slacking but whatever man. i was tired. i want sleep!!!

i was playing ben's piano. or electric piano. or what u call it. and it's really cool. ok i shall not go on about it. it just makes me want to have it.

and he has a DOG !!! and she is called CUDDLES. and she is CUTE !!! but she is shedding. and ben loves to abuse it. BLEAHX! no la, he just plays around with her. but she is just so adorable. don't believe me? ask sockching or ellyn.

now u see what we were doing when we were supposed to do PROJECT WORK. haha. but we did do some work ok. so don't scold us! ben has a drum set. and it's LOUD. ok now u seem me digressing again from project work. ok back to ben's drum set. he was playing and halfway he will keep looking at all of us who were crowding around his room door, and say "eh, u play" haha. so eventually i tried and embarrassed myself with retarded hands and leg. xD damn!

so we left at 1 so that ben can go lunch with his family and at the same time buy a new handphone. about time ben! i can't hear him when he use his phone now to call.

and guess what i did for the whole afternoon? I WAS SLEEPING !!! yes, i pigged. so guilty for not doing a single work. but i was TIRED. studying won't even be effective when i'm dead sleepy. but i won't be sleeping early tonight. will have to do pw. (yes we split up the work) and try to do TC proposal timeline plus edit siqi's proposal. well, i haven't even look through it to see if it needs any editing. haha. u get the point, i'm LAZY. will work hard to night. though i'm going to print so many scores and try them all out later. so fun! (:

oppss ... anyway i'm still editing gernaine's pictures. i'm so gonna dedicate a post to her. but it takes me forever. i've been saying that since like last week. but be patient. the post will be out. but i love her post about ME !!! I LOVE GERNAINE !!!!

you love him too much?
i love him even more.
ok i should just stop.
it will just come out to nothing. x(

Photos !!!

2007-08-23T20:20:00.000+08:00

and here are the pictures (:

from monday... slacking in the lib at a particular corner =P

what the hell where they doing?

gernaine and i (:

white and black (:

ben is damn gay. xD i think he might make me taking this pic off.

ask gernaine, ben's bag don't smell good. ger's just too tired that she's already in dreamland.

ok... maybe she was just acting. but at least ben doesn't notice.

ben's studying!!! that's AMAZING !!! xD

PICTURES from TODAY !!! (:

we're just up to no good.

i love that babe beside me (: i look white xD

gernaine stop acting cute xD

gernaine u don't have to act. we know it isn't someone who smack ur face. it's ur own hand.

the main character in this picture isn't the 2 in front. it's the guy at the background. see what qi te is doing? like so comfortable hor?

me and my darling. i look so white beside her. xD

qi te isn't happy with 4 eyes, he wants 6.

trying to act like a cool guy. give up qi te! it's my camera skills.

me and my darling again (:

i'm emo. don't talk to me.

artistic right (:

ben what the hell are u doing? (ben is gonna ask me to remove this too, enjoy it while u can)

behold the powers of BEN !!!

errr? picking up gernaine's ponytail? what kind of power is that?

what are u doing? makes me feel like yawning.

another picture that wun last. enjoy the gay photo while u can.

scandalous pair #1

scandalous pair #2

love triangle !!!

**************** ok ... none of the pair of trio are couples or scandalous. they are just for entertaining purposes. but next time whatever becomes of them i dunno la. now the scandal are not real. ****************************

hi gernaine!

stop pouting gernaine !!! but u still look cute (:

we see ben's hair.

trying to act bollywood using a broom. FAILED !!!!

and of course ...

ME !!!!

i wonder ...

CLICK !!!!!!!

2007-08-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

press it. i know u want to (:

gernaine likes this flash.

never ending but funny lama song. haha.

=D

2007-08-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

hihi.

the goats ate my hair on friday !!! haha. no la, i went to cut my hair at parkway after school. at NK hairworks. 1st time there, clementine recommend it to me. it was not bad. i cut V shape and they claimed that my longest piece was hair was my original length. but how come it looks so short? i like the cut, but i miss my long hair. but at least i feel light headed now. xD haha. no i'm not an air head. xP

i spend the whole of yesterday slacking around. in front of the computer, in front of the tv, on the bed, drawing class tee and jacket. i shall scan it into the comp once it's done. the jacket design is done, but i shall scan everything at one go once the shirt design it completed. i think my black marker is running out of ink. my contact designing is draining all its uses. haha.

someone called me at 7.10am this morning. i wonder who. cause i cancelled my caller id. so i have no idea who called me. but 7.10am on a SUNDAY MORNING? who the hell called? ok if it was for something important i will forgive that person, but if it is for a trivial matter i will kill him/her. haha. ok not to the extent since i wasn't awoken by it. yes i sleep like a log.

ok enough of this crappy stuff. i shall post some pictures that i took throughout the week. ok technically only 2 days of the week and only during 2 moments. haha. but nevertheless, here are the pictures (:

WHAT WE DOING DURING CONTACT TIME !!!

well, we were at the upper gallery and we had no seats so we sat by the steps. and we got so bored we started snapping pictures. this was the 1st period of the contact time.

gernaine stole my hp !!!

cera!!! (:

gernaine: i'm emo. ellyn: i'm emo too.

gernaine suggested we take a pic together.

she took this picture and aimed the cam at me.

i took the cam from her since she was a bad photographer and aimed the cam at her.

gernaine = shy???? NO WAY !!!

peek a boo !!!

ellyn caught in the act of SLEEPING.

gernaine's out to suck her soul.

who do u think u are gerniane? pushing me around!!!

what's with gernaine and EMO?

and we took a picture together.

before the 2nd period came in and gernaine started sleeping on my lap. very comfortable hor? haha. i was designing the class tee while dearest gernaine slept soundly for one whole period on my lap. haha. too bad i didn't take a picture of it. i didn't dare to move an inch cause i was afraid to wake her up. and everyone else was sleeping too.

WHAT WE DO IN MATHS CLASS !!!!

friday's maths class and what we do. i was doing chem remedial work that was supposed to be handed in by 1 that day. but after chem we started chem whoring and fooling around.

ben is gay! and i didn't do a funny face. haha.

gernaine and ben can go stage a play. and the storyline will be boy likes girls, girl don't like boy. boy is a stalker and keeps looking at girl with a love sick expression while girl hates boy and is irritated by him. what's the ending? i dunno. i just made them pose this way for the sake of my artistic collection of pictures. wahahaha.

7th month. and i look like a GHOST !!! goodbye messy long hair.

nanxiao and chunhan.

delia and ice always so hardworking.

are they hardworking? or ACTING hardworking.

hi gernaine !!! never knew u are so shy.

boo!!! ben sees me. but farah don't.

gernaine again. haha. i think she posed for a couple of moments while i took a few photos here and there. haha.

and of course after every photo entry. u cannot forget a little dosage of ...

ME!!!

shorter and neater fringe (:

in sync with the 7th month. and i didn't photoshop the colour of the picture. it was all camera effect =P

lovely gothic picture (:

your truly (:

time to get down to work. xD

i've decided.
i'm over you.

Tears down my cheek

2007-08-17T21:38:00.000+08:00

i've just heard a sad love story. and it reminds me of my 1st crush. =(

speaking of love story. it reminds me of what ben and i talked about yesterday. yes, it was about love.

ben said that isn't it better that u stay friends with the person u like? cause if they get together, they are bound to argue and then break up. like himself and his ex. now they are not even friends. this was also what he told charles. okok we were emo, so the topic came up. well we were listening to emo songs so we were emo la.

ok back to the topic, i agree with ben. but it is just so sad. what if both of the friends like each other? don't they just want to be together? but it will risk the loss of their friendship. how sad. and ben is really so wei da, to sacrifice love for the sake of a never ending friendship.

i doubt i can do that. i like someone, but i don't think i will choose to remain friends. i'm selfish. haha. but i've seen him in and out of a few relationships already. and it just hurts me to just remain friends. to not know whether he feel the same way. but this time, it will be the last time i'll be hurt. i shall not hold on anymore. i've waited long enough and get hurt too many times. this time, it shall be the last. i'll just see him through his last relationship. and after that, i'll wait for just a while and then i'll move on. i shall not get hurt the next time. cause there will be no more next time. this will be the last. i shall stare at bbb instead. but damn, i can't, cause bbb knows me already. not personally but he knows who i am. =.=

love is a weird thing. though i like someone, i know i'm not ready for a relationship. i cannot stand commitment. i fear commitment. it is fearful. in a relationship, u need to commit time. and there are bound to be hurt and arguments. relationship are never smooth sailing. now i understand why a particular someone don't want a relationship. i was so naive 2 years ago to have think otherwise.

but some people are constantly looking for someone to hold them close. they need this commitment because they feel insecure without it. they want to be loved. they need the love. they need to feel that they are meaningful to someone. they need to have a meaning to life. or maybe they are just too used to being in a relationship that they cannot do without one.

love is a complicated thing. i just want to escape from this web of love. i'm stuck now, someone can u pull me out of this?

this will be the last
i promised myself
no longer will i
see u with one else
i shall stand strong
and try to let go
this will be the last
my very last time
that i will get hurt
i promise myself.

EMO

2007-08-15T22:52:00.000+08:00

H-E-L-L-O !!!

i'm feeling emo. but i shall not blog emo-ly. i shall be happy and blog about happy things. happy thoughts (:

let's start with yesterday. 2.4 was bad. i think my stamina is horrible now. i miss my last year's timing. all those training in band helped me with that timing. now after slacking for so long. my stamina is back to square one. =( bad bad bad. i'm just lucky i passed. after i ran, i felt so much like puking. but i didn't eat breakfast, so there is nothing to puke. if i do, it would be disgusting. the previous day's dinner would have been more than half digested already. imagine that coming out. eww... ok don't try to imagine. i had to rest for a horribly long time and i feel like i was going to faint if i stood up. see how bad my stamina is. =( i'm sad. during gp i feel very uncomfortable. i think it's due to the run. (sighs) so as u can see i didn't pay attention during gp.

maths lecture was a waste of time. i should have ponned it. we already finished the lecture notes, due to the fact that my class went to LT2. and i can't understand a single word the LT1 lecturer is saying. so i end up talking to gernaine at the start of the lecture. then i plugged in my ipod and did some lit - tempest. and i was seated right in front of the door. ok not right in front, but i'm the closest to the door that i just want to take my bag and walk out of the lecture theatre. chem prac was boring. i just can't pay attention in class now. though i love lit lecture. ms nansi swapped with mr rajesh cause she lost her voice. and as usual, lit lectures always end earlier.

maths tutorial was another waste of time. i spent the time doodling and i have got a BRILLIANT idea for fifteen'07 class tee design. so smart. i shall spend tonight doing it. so it does actually mean i'm not exactly going to have much sleep. like when do i have enough sleep when i come to tjc. ended school at 3pm cause chinese cher isn't here. she isn't here for the whole week. and i skipped elective cause i was really tired. and i had to wait till 4.40 for it to start. but i ended up going to parkway with ben and gernaine. okok i know. xD we only left the place at quite a late timing. haha. took the same bus as ben home. i knew his home was near school. but i thought it would be nearer to school. i didn't know it was so near to my house. haha. kindda cool. he spent most of the bus ride talking about this very vulgar movie. ben is always talking about movies. he told gernaine this morning about the movie alone. when he already told ellyn and i last friday during pw meeting.

today is an ok day. morning i had break break break. yarr, 1st period free. 2nd period chinese, but cher isn't here. and 3rd is cohort break. used the time to do physics tutorial, slack, listen to ipod, but never study for physics test. i'm so smart. only know how to waste time. pw was also slack. ellyn ben and i were spamming gernaine's blog. haha. let's do it another time. it was damn funny. xD physic test was crap. i didn't know how to do practically EVERYTHING. and i made a bet with ben that if i get lower than him he has to treat me rojak. and the other way round if he get lower than me. gernaine!!! if i get the rojak, i'll drag u along (: physics tutorial was ok. kindda typical.

and it was yet another FAILED cg lunch. everyone goes off in different direction. and it ends up with us the same few having CG lunch. i love my cg. even though we have so many different subject combinations. fifteen'07 is just lovely. civis and contact time was crappy. we were at the upper gallery. during civis, we end up camwhoring with my camera. shall upload the pics this weekend once i edited it. during contact time. i started drawing the class tee design. and gernaine slept on me. so sweet right. haha. xD

tc was fun. elaine from 27/07 (my lit class) came for an interview to join tc. yay!!! people know about tc. and she is nice !!! (: discussed quite a bit in tc. i think tc is getting better. and we have similar views. esp about not having chalet and making year 2 and 3s pay if they want to come and stay. well, nothing's confirmed yet. so well, we'll just see how it goes.

now i'm suppose to do my hw. which i am so damn lazy to touch. i have physics remedial work to do. and lit tutorial to prep for. thank god i did chem tutorial already. maths tutorial ... hmm ... when do i ever do maths? tmr i'm so going to fail. i doubt i'll know a single question. omg! i think tmr, gernaine ben and i will go "we seriously have a problem". haha. but ben is bucking up. yes unbelievable. when am i going to start working? i wonder. GERNAINE !!! kick ur ass and start WORKING HARD !!! (:

ok time to go. i feel like slping so much. the bed is so tempting. and my yawns are getting bigger by the minute. so tempted. but NO! i shall do my hw. i'm such a good girl. as if. =.=

and HUIYI !!! i found out who ur special someone is le. J? haha. no bad eh. and like treat u quite nice. u lucky girl !!! (: i'm happy for u. but why never tell me? is he ten ten? haha. (:

E to the M to the O.
i'm ...

EMO =(

gernaine gave me a quiz and i'm suffering from depression. and i am suicidal. haha. people! grab me when i walk along the road. i might have the tendency to dash across to get banged by a car. ok, if u believe that, u don't know me at all. i'm not so STUPID to do such a STUPID thing. and the quiz is STUPID. i'm not suicidal or depressed. i'm just emo. STUPID quiz is LYING !!!

it's you, it's you, you make me sing. (but u don't know it's you.)
those 3 words i said before,
has never changed.

WEITNG !!!

2007-08-12T01:34:00.000+08:00

this post is dedicated to my dearest WEITING !!! she came to chat with me on msn. but my stupid msn received it late. so i replied late. i hope she did see my msg. i miss her so much.

weiting: jy.. u noe i miss u? yes i do.i noe i'm being kinda emo here but relly.. i miss u lots. u always cheer me up, write tiny notes, fold hearts n cute stuff to brighten up my day, n alot alot more... it's been so so long ever since someone wrote anything to me. n it's lik there's everything in my life except happiness. i forgot wad it is lik to hav all my frens. those frens who really r my frens. i hate my life now(almost). anyways, juz wanna say
weiting: i love u jun ying!=)
weiting: u'll be in my heart
weiting: n socks too
weiting: (ok i do sound kinda les...) but those were true words frm the bottom of my heart
weiting: -love-

junying: hey dear !!! cheer up =D i love u too. i'm so touched i really want to cry. xD and i also miss u so much. so so so so much. though i enjoy my life in jc, it is cannot be compared to the times i spent with u and sockz. dun be emo dear! smiles! i loved ur cute smiles. let's meet up soon k? dun be sad. i'll always love u too !!!

i really do hope she saw the last msg of mine. if not, i hope she is here to read my blog and to see my msg to her.

i really want to scream I MISS WEITING !!!! i miss her so much. i never realised how much i missed her until she came to chat with me. reading her msg to me, i just feel so sad. i feel her sadness, i feel the heartache cause it hurts me to know she is sad. (and somehow it feels like a suicidal note, ok i have to be serious)

weiting is a lovely girl. so sweet and cute. she is someone who doesn't scheme. though she does complain about people and gossip about them. but everything about her is just so nice. even if she may not like someone, she is just nice to them. sometimes i just feel that she needs someone to be there for her. i wonder if someone is protecting her now in mjc. hopefully someone is still there for her. after reading her msg, i feel the rush to be there by her side. like last year, where i was there for her when mrs chee made suggested that she drop pure science. weiting, u did right! it was a right decision and nobody can judge u at all. but it was a tough struggle for her. i see remember vividly when she poured it all out. i still feel her pain. now she is all pain, it hurts me. i feel it.

i remember her smiles. so adorable facial expressions. her long complains of many things. the times we spend together. the lunches we had after mrs chee sat's chem lesson at sing post ljs. our favourite haunt for saturdays. the times where we talked about a particular him. the times we just pour our hearts out about our heartbreak. but feel happy all over again cause we are there for each other. i just miss those happy times. i miss weiting. the happy weiting. but now, weiting seems to be left with all but happiness. and all but friends. it is hard to be in weiting's position. i'm not sure if she permits me to share this. but i shall say it anyway. it is hard being in a class with only 4 girls. and out of the 4 girls, being the only 2nd intake. and the other 3 thinks she is a nerd and don't hang out with her. weiting, u are not a nerd. it is not wrong to be hardworking.

tingx, if u see this, just remember that there are always people who care. and i'll always be there. if u need me, i'll try my best to help u. to be ur support. that's what friends are for. i love u dear. though we have so little time to meet up, u are never forgotten. u are once my friend, still my friend, and always my friend. don't be sad. be positive. jc life is tough, but it will soon be over. just work hard. then we can hang out more. u'll always be in my heart. =D

sec 3 end of year at seoul garden. (:

nerdy tingx.

adorable tingx.

tingx and i at bedok lib.

national day 2006.

last day of school in tk (:

tk band farewell party 2006 (:

2007 outing (:

I LOVE YOU WEITING!!!

sry gernaine! wanted to dedicate a post to u, but i dedicate one to weiting instead. i shall dedicate one to u soon. (:

when u look at me
do u know
my feeling's been the same
since the time i told u
that i love u

BAD KID !!!

2007-08-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

my record in TJC sux !!!

ok i dun have a bad record la. as in no on paper and stuff. but i've done many things that are not right. and have been forgiven or not caught by the dm, mr tong.

i've been late 7 times already. 2 times i suppose due to exam. and 1 time due to the fact that i forgot to tap and only tapped my card at 12 plus. and then i was new hence i don't have my ct's number to inform him. ok so the other 4 times are really cause i was late. no excuses for this.

i'm also absent from school for 7 times. 1 time excused cause i was sick. another time suppose to be excuse but i haven't been updated by my ct and that is the day i ponned school. 2 times due to orientation. 1 is last day of school of term 2. think it was a hol or something. and the other 1 time is that i forgot to give my ct my excused letter and i was really sick. so bad record.

i am also caught ponning lessons twice. once for gp. once for contact time. and not known to mr tong is that i ponned maths i think for 2 or 2 times already. thank god mr tong pardon me and didn't ask me to write my records down. or else i really really have a BAD record.

i shall try and be a good kid next year. and from now on. i'll try not to be LATE. or ABSENT for school. and i will not pon any lessons anymore. at most i shall go to maths and sleep there. =D or i might just sms people to disturb them. provided they reply me. technically very few people actually reply my msg. at least on time before i fall aslp.

now i'm watching the ring. stupidly making myself scared. though it isn't that scary. haha. ben was telling ellyn and i yesterday about the movie alone. he actually went to watch it. it looks cool. but yarr, as what ben said, it was scary. haha. i want to watch it. but nobody would want to watch it with me. and i cannot watch movies alone. esp not horror movies. so nahhx, alone is out for me. well, movies are out for me recently. no time to watch them due to my horrible long timetable. haiix. i shall continue watching the movie. toodles.

if i said those 3 words
will u look into my eyes
and say them back to me?

Date:	Sat, 27 Oct 07
Venue:	GV Plaza Singapura
Time:	7 pm - Halloween 9.05 pm - Break 9.20 pm - Whisper 11.15 pm - Break 11.30 pm - The Last Breath 1.30 am - End of Horrorthon
Ticket Price:	$36 per ticket (inclusive of limited relief scare pills & free flow of popcorn and drinks)